Dream diary update. My dreaming has been extremely fitful lately. I have to wake up too often since I am training for a new job working graveyard shift. I mostly have these short lucid dreams, since my waking world imperatives usually force me to rouse myself quickly. Dreaming either off or on-the-job is not a priority.
Nevertheless I do occasionally reach deep sleep long enough to do REM and dreams. So I will adopt a different method of reporting them here. My family chat log. Here are excerpts from last night. FYI I am still dreaming about the lost cat. I love the little guy. My naturalist nephew 'Tom' is a night owl and another big cat lover so he responded. Sorry about the typos but they are supposed to be common in dreams, No? ;)
[03:58:05]
I just dreamed about Sticky cat
[03:58:17]
poor Sticky we love you
[04:01:06] [Tom - 25.188.56.89 / 2620:9b::19bc:3859]
We do : (
[04:01:52]
i fetched Luke back inside'
[04:02:02]
going to look for OZa
[04:10:36]
got hi.m
[04:27:17] [Tom - 25.188.56.89 / 2620:9b::19bc:3859]
ty
[04:27:56]
he was already in
[04:28:17]
now Swirly wants out but I said not right now baby
[04:34:18]
I need to calm down I guess
[04:40:29]
y i need more sleep
[04:41:45] [Tom - 25.188.56.89 / 2620:9b::19bc:3859]
Get some rest and try not to worry man
[04:41:59] [Tom - 25.188.56.89 / 2620:9b::19bc:3859]
Although you might actually be right in keeping lil Swirly inside
[04:42:10] [Tom - 25.188.56.89 / 2620:9b::19bc:3859]
She's not as outdoorsy as the boys anyway I don't think
[06:09:22]
I woke up when gma called me
[06:10:14]
I was telling gma how sad and worried I am about Sticky and Swirly heard and jumped up on me until I calmed down
[06:10:36]
shes a good girl
[06:29:56]
I let Oza and Swirly out
[06:30:18]
they wanted to watch the sun rise while they hunt
[06:30:35]
Swirly is a little wild child
[06:51:21]
Swirly popped the door to come back in
[06:51:36]
she leaped right on top of me lol
[06:51:46]
she is a wild child
[07:31:41] [Tom - 25.188.56.89 / 2620:9b::19bc:3859]
lol she is
[07:47:23]
Oza just came back in
[07:47:51]
Its funny cuz I woke up from a dream to do it
[07:48:04]
I guess that is lucid dreaming
[07:49:06]
A dream character who I was on a video game tournament team with told me how bad I am at video games
[07:50:02]
I laughed and said that I prefer to have low scores because when my vg scores go up it stops being fun and my mood gets really bad
[07:50:13]
then I woke up
[07:50:30]
Oza was scratching the door
[08:10:09]
I almost forgot to mention it but the librarian said a tree fell on a cat during the polar vortex
[08:10:28]
she said it was really sad
[08:10:46]
it wasnt Sticky but it makes you think
[08:11:06]
I remember a lot of branches falling over the past year
[08:11:44]
I still think he is with a nice lady getting a bowl of warm milk right now
[08:12:38] [Tom - 25.188.56.89 / 2620:9b::19bc:3859]
: ( poor baby
[08:12:40] [Tom - 25.188.56.89 / 2620:9b::19bc:3859]
RIP
{chat postscript: I also dreamed about a nonexistent girl. She isn't mentioned in the chat. My dream girl is BBB = blonde, buxom, and beautiful (also dressed in blue). She was also part of the video game team and she heard the young guy snark me but she still gave me a warm smile as I walked past her embarrassedly on my way to the "Wake Up Chamber"}
Sunday, March 15, 2015
Wednesday, February 25, 2015
Perverted fetish, cartoon animation, lost cat dreams
Dream diary update. My dreams in recent weeks have been alternating between perverted and cartoonish. I figure that is probably because I have been spending all of my free time looking at Tumblr fetish porn (perverted) and watching anime (cartoonish.) I also watch a lot of cult movies with my nephews and take care of our cats. I tried to ignore the dreams about 2D and 3D graphics and the lurid sex dreams by focusing on my waking relationships with my nephews and cats. I especially loved taking care of Sticky cat, whom I had to nurse back to health as a kitten. I just grew to love being with him. Sticky likes vocalizing all the time even though he is an adult. He influenced the other cats to vocalize too. They filled my world with cat sounds.
Last week the dreams took a dark turn. I hurt my back dancing around strenuously and twisting. It was so bad that I was laid up for 4 days. Immediately after I hurt my back and took to bed, Sticky cat went out & we never saw him again. I dont know what happened to him, but in hindsight we all agree that he probably needed vet care. The weather happened to be nice out that day. I just know that he went out around 2:30 pm on Monday Feb 16 and he seemed to feel vigorous even though we had all had had coughs and colds the prior weekend. I warned Sticky cat that I was too weak to help him if he got into trouble when I let him out. Then I passed out with his sister Swirly cat in our bed. I tried to blog tumblr on my back and sleep while waiting patiently for him to come back for 24 hours. On Tuesday at noon it hit me that Sticky might not be coming back. I had slept on my back in pain for 19 hours. I tried to get up and go looking for him but it was no good. My arm went numb and I collapsed in the backyard while frantically calling out to him. I am sure that my wails & plaintive cries disturbed the librarians working next door.
What I remember is that he left our rooms with my verbal warning in his ears that Monday. 2 hours later I limped outside to get my laundry off the line and then I felt that he was really gone for good. The next day my worst fears were confirmed. I was frantic and probably injured myself even worse in some panic attack. I dont remember any kitty coughing or blood sputum except in my dreams. I nevertheless kept having recurring dreams all week about going out into the garage to find him dying out there. In my nightmares nothing I did or didnt do for Sticky ever helped his suffering.
Instead of cartoonish my dreams after that were all about the terrible things that might be happening to Sticky cat. I obsessively wondered if maybe a human hurt him, a car, a dog, wild animals, poor health, or even if pet nappers got him. I still wonder if perhaps maybe in my delirium I overlooked Sticky's desperate hacking and crying in the garage as he made his death rattle? I had always decided to take a hands off approach to rearing Sticky, but I neurotically fear that I might have done something mercilessly cruel by ignoring his weak cries and gasps that day. All I know for sure is that I no longer can trust my memories about his disappearance. Now I wonder with dread if maybe he really could have been coughing up blood in the garage and I didnt want to hear him and I just pretended that he was all right? Could I have stoically forsaken Sticky cat in his time of need? I had all sorts of terrible fearsome dreams about it that Tuesday afternoon. I could tell that my emotions were quickly spiraling out-of-control into another nervous breakdown. I had changed from being ecstatically happy to be with him the week before to being suicidally depressed about his absence.
I've still been obsessing over what happened to Sticky cat for a week now. The worst neurotic fears I have are that either my dad hurt him in rage or else I ignored him in his death throes. One bright hope I have is that Sticky was secretly adopted by a passing wealthy farmer in order to hunt mice in a warm barn. His brother Gumball whom I had given to the neighbor came home just as Sticky cat went missing. I originally had given Gumball to the neighbor when he was a kitten, but the neighbor tells me that Gumball had been missing for 6 weeks prior until he just showed up home before the cold arctic blasts hit us. Coincidentally Gumball returned just as Sticky cat was gone. Perhaps the rich farmer had taken Gumball before and then decided to return him here before taking Sticky cat in his stead? Its enough to drive an old atheist like me to prayer. I pray that Sticky cat is actually doing well somewhere almost as fervently as I pray for those happy idyllic days together to come back along with my own sanity and peace-of-mind. I wish with all my heart that Sticky cat would come back to us hale and healthy.
Last week the dreams took a dark turn. I hurt my back dancing around strenuously and twisting. It was so bad that I was laid up for 4 days. Immediately after I hurt my back and took to bed, Sticky cat went out & we never saw him again. I dont know what happened to him, but in hindsight we all agree that he probably needed vet care. The weather happened to be nice out that day. I just know that he went out around 2:30 pm on Monday Feb 16 and he seemed to feel vigorous even though we had all had had coughs and colds the prior weekend. I warned Sticky cat that I was too weak to help him if he got into trouble when I let him out. Then I passed out with his sister Swirly cat in our bed. I tried to blog tumblr on my back and sleep while waiting patiently for him to come back for 24 hours. On Tuesday at noon it hit me that Sticky might not be coming back. I had slept on my back in pain for 19 hours. I tried to get up and go looking for him but it was no good. My arm went numb and I collapsed in the backyard while frantically calling out to him. I am sure that my wails & plaintive cries disturbed the librarians working next door.
What I remember is that he left our rooms with my verbal warning in his ears that Monday. 2 hours later I limped outside to get my laundry off the line and then I felt that he was really gone for good. The next day my worst fears were confirmed. I was frantic and probably injured myself even worse in some panic attack. I dont remember any kitty coughing or blood sputum except in my dreams. I nevertheless kept having recurring dreams all week about going out into the garage to find him dying out there. In my nightmares nothing I did or didnt do for Sticky ever helped his suffering.
Instead of cartoonish my dreams after that were all about the terrible things that might be happening to Sticky cat. I obsessively wondered if maybe a human hurt him, a car, a dog, wild animals, poor health, or even if pet nappers got him. I still wonder if perhaps maybe in my delirium I overlooked Sticky's desperate hacking and crying in the garage as he made his death rattle? I had always decided to take a hands off approach to rearing Sticky, but I neurotically fear that I might have done something mercilessly cruel by ignoring his weak cries and gasps that day. All I know for sure is that I no longer can trust my memories about his disappearance. Now I wonder with dread if maybe he really could have been coughing up blood in the garage and I didnt want to hear him and I just pretended that he was all right? Could I have stoically forsaken Sticky cat in his time of need? I had all sorts of terrible fearsome dreams about it that Tuesday afternoon. I could tell that my emotions were quickly spiraling out-of-control into another nervous breakdown. I had changed from being ecstatically happy to be with him the week before to being suicidally depressed about his absence.
I've still been obsessing over what happened to Sticky cat for a week now. The worst neurotic fears I have are that either my dad hurt him in rage or else I ignored him in his death throes. One bright hope I have is that Sticky was secretly adopted by a passing wealthy farmer in order to hunt mice in a warm barn. His brother Gumball whom I had given to the neighbor came home just as Sticky cat went missing. I originally had given Gumball to the neighbor when he was a kitten, but the neighbor tells me that Gumball had been missing for 6 weeks prior until he just showed up home before the cold arctic blasts hit us. Coincidentally Gumball returned just as Sticky cat was gone. Perhaps the rich farmer had taken Gumball before and then decided to return him here before taking Sticky cat in his stead? Its enough to drive an old atheist like me to prayer. I pray that Sticky cat is actually doing well somewhere almost as fervently as I pray for those happy idyllic days together to come back along with my own sanity and peace-of-mind. I wish with all my heart that Sticky cat would come back to us hale and healthy.
Friday, November 21, 2014
Sleepy starlets, savage hermaphrodites, cannibal jungle fighters, black widow spider woman, black lightning, strobe light, binaural beats dreams
Dream diary update. It has been over 5 months since my last post. This is not because my dreams have been boring. On the contrary. Normally my dreams are simply either too personal or too embarrassing to put up here. For example, If I write that I have dreams about sleeping with Keira Knightley & Molly Crabapple (I do), then it just makes my public blogs about using their sexy pictures as my computer desktop sound like online stalker behavior. I probably have a lot of transsexual and gender-bender dreams simply because I am an in-the-closet bisexual (I don't advertise). The hermaphrodite dreams I also have are probably more related to my
dreams about mythology & fantasy than anything to do with my gender
identity since they are classical mythological figures. However, I have
had dreams about both being one and also sleeping with hermaphrodites
since before Halloween. In one dream I had just before Halloween, I was
making love to hermaphrodites who kept trying to assassinate me in my
sleep. Of course in the end I tore them all apart since my dream self is
usually much tougher and meaner than my waking identity.
Lately my dreams have become more nightmarish. Wednesday night I dreamed about fighting cannibals while I slept for 9 hours. When I woke up I felt like had been fighting them for a long time. This morning I dreamed a giant spider woman was sitting on me and kissing me. She had me pinned down so tightly that I could not move even when she finally turned into a man-sized black widow spider and kept french kissing me as I awoke. When I woke up I found that the cats had piled on top and against me so that I was pinned down against the wall. So the fuzzy spider french kissing me turned out to just be fuzzy cats sitting near my face. The bad taste in my mouth was just from the cold I've been catching. The spider queen dream is probably related to an anime with a black widow spider woman I had watched right before bedtime. Also my naturalist nephew came over late last night for beer and pizza and I showed him a live spider that had crawled into my bed. My nephew assured me that the spider species was beneficial to humans and we turned him loose again across the man cave from my bed.
If they turn violent, then my dream blogs on several occasions have raised a social media flag and then some moderator or medical professional tries to tell me online or on my Facebook that it could be symptomatic of some brain abnormality that requires that I get a CAT scan to diagnose. So then they urge me to go out and to find some quack in order that he may diagnose me with something like early Parkinsonian dementia or late onset Bipolar disorder, either of which would slap me on many public Not-Wanted lists for hiring, insurance, and credit Please piss off moderators. I am neither out-of-control nor violent. Now, I frequently do have many violent dreams from my early struggles with childhood depression (I almost starved myself to death twice as an adolescent), from my early martial arts training (to help the anxiety), from my time as a homeless teenaged street fighter, from my parkour and other physical training in my late college days (I was hit by lightning at least a dozen times while running to school. Countless sports injuries), and perhaps from occasional alternative medical therapies that I prefer to traditional mental health treatments for my depression and anxiety (Group therapy sucks). IMAO I DO NOT have violent dreams because of any organic disorder. They are simply a part of my private identity. I am a big and heavy fighter and not a lover, that's all. I still adore cats, so that should induce at least a few bosses to trust me like my college adviser did. He said that anyone who loved cats like I do can't be all bad, and then he forgave me for my roughhousing to take me on as his student. Sometimes you just have to trust that the person is good even if he doesn't feel right to you. That's what I am.
As an aside, the only alternative medicine that is really completely safe to blog about online is acupressure with skin heat treatments. Even acupuncture has risks involved when performed by an amateur or by someone who isn't licensed. For example, if I blog that I have used youtube to watch a strobe animation with a binaural beat added, then I am considered at risk for seizures while driving Youtube even has warnings added to that effect (watch yourself for 30 days). If I blog about my psychotropic experiments with alternative medical treatments here then maybe I can't donate blood products or sign government contracts anymore. I am not interested in turning my offline identity into some sort of pariah. So I must also leave any hallucinogenic dreams out of my online, semi-public dream diary. Sex dreams are ok.
Lately my dreams have become more nightmarish. Wednesday night I dreamed about fighting cannibals while I slept for 9 hours. When I woke up I felt like had been fighting them for a long time. This morning I dreamed a giant spider woman was sitting on me and kissing me. She had me pinned down so tightly that I could not move even when she finally turned into a man-sized black widow spider and kept french kissing me as I awoke. When I woke up I found that the cats had piled on top and against me so that I was pinned down against the wall. So the fuzzy spider french kissing me turned out to just be fuzzy cats sitting near my face. The bad taste in my mouth was just from the cold I've been catching. The spider queen dream is probably related to an anime with a black widow spider woman I had watched right before bedtime. Also my naturalist nephew came over late last night for beer and pizza and I showed him a live spider that had crawled into my bed. My nephew assured me that the spider species was beneficial to humans and we turned him loose again across the man cave from my bed.
If they turn violent, then my dream blogs on several occasions have raised a social media flag and then some moderator or medical professional tries to tell me online or on my Facebook that it could be symptomatic of some brain abnormality that requires that I get a CAT scan to diagnose. So then they urge me to go out and to find some quack in order that he may diagnose me with something like early Parkinsonian dementia or late onset Bipolar disorder, either of which would slap me on many public Not-Wanted lists for hiring, insurance, and credit Please piss off moderators. I am neither out-of-control nor violent. Now, I frequently do have many violent dreams from my early struggles with childhood depression (I almost starved myself to death twice as an adolescent), from my early martial arts training (to help the anxiety), from my time as a homeless teenaged street fighter, from my parkour and other physical training in my late college days (I was hit by lightning at least a dozen times while running to school. Countless sports injuries), and perhaps from occasional alternative medical therapies that I prefer to traditional mental health treatments for my depression and anxiety (Group therapy sucks). IMAO I DO NOT have violent dreams because of any organic disorder. They are simply a part of my private identity. I am a big and heavy fighter and not a lover, that's all. I still adore cats, so that should induce at least a few bosses to trust me like my college adviser did. He said that anyone who loved cats like I do can't be all bad, and then he forgave me for my roughhousing to take me on as his student. Sometimes you just have to trust that the person is good even if he doesn't feel right to you. That's what I am.
As an aside, the only alternative medicine that is really completely safe to blog about online is acupressure with skin heat treatments. Even acupuncture has risks involved when performed by an amateur or by someone who isn't licensed. For example, if I blog that I have used youtube to watch a strobe animation with a binaural beat added, then I am considered at risk for seizures while driving Youtube even has warnings added to that effect (watch yourself for 30 days). If I blog about my psychotropic experiments with alternative medical treatments here then maybe I can't donate blood products or sign government contracts anymore. I am not interested in turning my offline identity into some sort of pariah. So I must also leave any hallucinogenic dreams out of my online, semi-public dream diary. Sex dreams are ok.
Wednesday, August 27, 2014
Cat girls, sex games, Victorian kink wet dreams
I had erotic dreams these last 2 nights. The night before last I dreamed about cat girls and I kept hugging and kissing my cat, who was quite happy with the extra attention. I ended up using it as a pillow even though I always sleep without one. Last night I woke up after midnight still dreaming about being sucked off by a redheaded hermaphrodite. After going back to sleep, I dreamed about being in a threesome playing sex games with French blonde models and a tight little Japanese redhead. When I woke up at 5:30 AM I was incredibly horny I whacked off for 40 min while I kept being pestered by the cats and by my housemates noises getting up so I couldn't come. to climax. Then I passed out for another erotic dream until around 8 AM. I dreamed that I was a Victorian lord in a horse dawn carriage with livery, going around and picking up all sorts of ladies of the evening to do in my carriage that felt like it was floating. When I woke up after 8 AM I came over and over again watching porn until just now at 10 AM. Then I passed out for about another 20 minutes from erotic exhaustion. I must have come 8 times in a row without stopping for a break.
My testosterone must be way up, since I am trying to diet and exercise to lose weight. Also I changed my diet. I'm eating only spiced deer and rice with vegetables. Eating bloody deer meat always makes me hard as a rock, unlike that Monsanto-fed meat junk they sell at the supermarket. Alex Jones' Infowars claims that there are feminizing hormones in it. I half believe its true after seeing how good I feel from switching to wild caught deer & salmon
My testosterone must be way up, since I am trying to diet and exercise to lose weight. Also I changed my diet. I'm eating only spiced deer and rice with vegetables. Eating bloody deer meat always makes me hard as a rock, unlike that Monsanto-fed meat junk they sell at the supermarket. Alex Jones' Infowars claims that there are feminizing hormones in it. I half believe its true after seeing how good I feel from switching to wild caught deer & salmon
Tuesday, August 5, 2014
Ares, Mars, War, war gods, divinity, trickery, anime music dream
Dream diary update. I don't like writing in this dream blog much anymore. Besides the fact that I have to encourage tiresome sleep disturbances in myself in order to recall more dream details to write about, in my case such dream disturbances are dangerous since I'm a sleepwalker whom has also blacked out for extended periods in the past. (Once when I was slumming around Champaign-Urbana as a University dropout, I lost a whole month for example. When finally I came to about a month later, I was carrying an empty suitcase outside my single apartment along with a canceled plane ticket to Los Angeles inside. No memories. As far as I know I've never physically been to California, but I'll never be sure about that again)
Anyway this morning I had a dream about a God. I can't honestly say that it was a pleasant dream like the ones I often get about goddesses, sorceresses, fairies, and the like. I honestly thought I was doing a good job of relaxing and meditating. Yesterday I achieved a low level trance that put me in the first stage of zazen. I wasn't expecting to have dreams about anything but coffee, tv, food, and cats. It was Ares the God of War. Ares wanted to tell me that a brewing war is coming. I don't remember a lot of details, but I do remember that my favorite 2014 summer anime OP music was playing near the end of the dream when I come out of it. Its Heavenly Blue by Kalafina and the anime its being used on right now is called Aldnoah.Zero about an Earth invasion of mechas from the Martian colonies. Its a decent enough war anime even though mechas aren't really my thing. The music by Kalafina is great however.
derp- It only just now occurred to me that Ares' war god counterpart in the Roman pantheon is named Mars. The same Mars the invading planet in Aldnoah.Zero is named after. I guess that's why I keep a dream diary to keep track of such important details
Anyway this morning I had a dream about a God. I can't honestly say that it was a pleasant dream like the ones I often get about goddesses, sorceresses, fairies, and the like. I honestly thought I was doing a good job of relaxing and meditating. Yesterday I achieved a low level trance that put me in the first stage of zazen. I wasn't expecting to have dreams about anything but coffee, tv, food, and cats. It was Ares the God of War. Ares wanted to tell me that a brewing war is coming. I don't remember a lot of details, but I do remember that my favorite 2014 summer anime OP music was playing near the end of the dream when I come out of it. Its Heavenly Blue by Kalafina and the anime its being used on right now is called Aldnoah.Zero about an Earth invasion of mechas from the Martian colonies. Its a decent enough war anime even though mechas aren't really my thing. The music by Kalafina is great however.
Monday, June 2, 2014
JoJo's bizarre vampire horses, ice climbing tiger, Prospero's fractals dreams
Dream diary update. I realized last week that I had abandoned this blog. Fortunately lately the cats have been waking me up after 4 AM to feed them. So I have to get up abruptly & march upstairs to "whip us up some grub, bub!" This makes it easier to remember my dreaming.
Last Wednesday I woke up after having somewhat disturbing dreams about Nazi guards and vampire horses. These themes are not random, as I was marathoning the final 6 episodes of an anime climaxing with Nazi soldiers, vampire gladiators, and vampire horses leading chariots. The anime is JoJo's Bizare Adventure (2012). I had somehow tied up the Nazi soldiers with being lost in a typical eerie dream maze and I mixed up the vampire horses with the nightmare island in the 2002 film The Ring.
On Sunday I woke up after having a dream about a giant tiger and the 6 lost climbers on Mount Rainier. I must have seen some references to them Saturday. In my dream I scaled and leaped up impossible ice cliff faces like those in the 2012 film Chasing Ice in order to help my climbing & skiing comrades, a bunch of Nordic blonde girls in cute wool scarves and caps. I also rescued a giant tiger on the cliff face with gleaming golden eyes. Of course in real life the 6 climbers were not rescued at all, as they were taking their chances in bad weather.
Just now, Monday morning, the cats woke me up after a dream including a new pop idol music group. In addition to dream music from a female vocalist & guitarist, I dreamed about something involving the complexity of nature. Though rapidly forgetting the details, I was a lone sorcerer much like Prospero in The Tempest. I had become obsessed with growing intricate lattices and patterns from plants and other living things. I eventually summoned and weaved a huge intricate menagerie under the principle that "mathematics is God, and Nature is the computation of creation"
Last Wednesday I woke up after having somewhat disturbing dreams about Nazi guards and vampire horses. These themes are not random, as I was marathoning the final 6 episodes of an anime climaxing with Nazi soldiers, vampire gladiators, and vampire horses leading chariots. The anime is JoJo's Bizare Adventure (2012). I had somehow tied up the Nazi soldiers with being lost in a typical eerie dream maze and I mixed up the vampire horses with the nightmare island in the 2002 film The Ring.
On Sunday I woke up after having a dream about a giant tiger and the 6 lost climbers on Mount Rainier. I must have seen some references to them Saturday. In my dream I scaled and leaped up impossible ice cliff faces like those in the 2012 film Chasing Ice in order to help my climbing & skiing comrades, a bunch of Nordic blonde girls in cute wool scarves and caps. I also rescued a giant tiger on the cliff face with gleaming golden eyes. Of course in real life the 6 climbers were not rescued at all, as they were taking their chances in bad weather.
Just now, Monday morning, the cats woke me up after a dream including a new pop idol music group. In addition to dream music from a female vocalist & guitarist, I dreamed about something involving the complexity of nature. Though rapidly forgetting the details, I was a lone sorcerer much like Prospero in The Tempest. I had become obsessed with growing intricate lattices and patterns from plants and other living things. I eventually summoned and weaved a huge intricate menagerie under the principle that "mathematics is God, and Nature is the computation of creation"
Sunday, December 29, 2013
Mad scientist, mystical technology, cat boy, death angel, send in the clowns dreams
Dream diary update. Perhaps its the wild weather lately? I've been having lots of unusual dreams & interrupted sleeping. Part of it is that one or both of the cats usually accompanies while asleep me in bed or in the living room.
Friday morning I had a dream about mastering a fiendish technology that could summon mystical power. I wasn't the only one who possessed the tech. It had become quite common in society but I took it to the next level. Many agents were out to get my prized lab experiment setup. After fighting for hours I fooled them by leaving it outside my apartment building hallway sort of hidden out in the open in a communal rooftop garden. I finally reached it after being tortured inside my apartment. I had managed to surprise my torturers, killing them all. I activated my garden lab equipment as the soldiers came running from the stairway. The outside became filled with darkness & thunder as my instrument circuits warmed a green glow. I was getting ready to annihilate them as I awoke.
Saturday morning I fell asleep with Swirly cat. I dreamed silly dreams about having cat ears and a tail & talking to girls. Sunday morning (today) I fell asleep rocking Swirly cat in the living room recliner. I woke up listening to Classic Arts Showcase on tv & with both cats showering me with affection for spoiling them. CAS was playing Glenn Close singing "Send in the Clowns" again. It had become incorporated into my dream. I dreamed I was an angel of death whose fondest wish was to become something else in place of my eternal vigil. At the end of the dream I got my wish granted from the boss. I was transforming into a clown & I thought at first that they had tricked me into losing my immortality to become a Fool. But then I started laughing and everything became all right again as I awoke.
The odd thing about this one is that as soon as I awoke, Swirly cat got up from my lap on her hind paws & kissed me on the lips. Then her brother Sticky cat came up behind us & started singing & making happy mewling sounds. I ended up passing out in the rocker again until sunrise.
Friday morning I had a dream about mastering a fiendish technology that could summon mystical power. I wasn't the only one who possessed the tech. It had become quite common in society but I took it to the next level. Many agents were out to get my prized lab experiment setup. After fighting for hours I fooled them by leaving it outside my apartment building hallway sort of hidden out in the open in a communal rooftop garden. I finally reached it after being tortured inside my apartment. I had managed to surprise my torturers, killing them all. I activated my garden lab equipment as the soldiers came running from the stairway. The outside became filled with darkness & thunder as my instrument circuits warmed a green glow. I was getting ready to annihilate them as I awoke.
Saturday morning I fell asleep with Swirly cat. I dreamed silly dreams about having cat ears and a tail & talking to girls. Sunday morning (today) I fell asleep rocking Swirly cat in the living room recliner. I woke up listening to Classic Arts Showcase on tv & with both cats showering me with affection for spoiling them. CAS was playing Glenn Close singing "Send in the Clowns" again. It had become incorporated into my dream. I dreamed I was an angel of death whose fondest wish was to become something else in place of my eternal vigil. At the end of the dream I got my wish granted from the boss. I was transforming into a clown & I thought at first that they had tricked me into losing my immortality to become a Fool. But then I started laughing and everything became all right again as I awoke.
The odd thing about this one is that as soon as I awoke, Swirly cat got up from my lap on her hind paws & kissed me on the lips. Then her brother Sticky cat came up behind us & started singing & making happy mewling sounds. I ended up passing out in the rocker again until sunrise.
Wednesday, December 18, 2013
physical injury, clairvoyance, air walking, controlled lightning, meditation dreams
Dream diary update. I had some nightmares 2 weeks ago when I had mild back muscle injuries from work & hand scratches from the cat. Lately my dreams have been extremely pleasant as my health improves. I notice that I am losing quite a bit of fat. As my body becomes leaner my serum testosterone goes up so the process is cyclical. It improves my overall mood substantially when I can stay aroused for hours. It also helps my insomnia.
On Saturday night I had dreams about walking on air. The dreams were quite vivid as I could feel the gusts of air & physical pressure of the cloudy air beneath my tread. Last night (Tuesday) I had dreams about controlling the bolts of lightning shooting out from my fingertips. I awoke this morning in a state of heightened awareness, similar to my remote viewing & prescience meditative trances. As usual in such situations, I felt myself compelled to perform certain specific actions & investigations, though they did not manifest until later in the day. I believe that I have probably been meditating in my sleep, even though I thought I had given up on such religious practices.
On Saturday night I had dreams about walking on air. The dreams were quite vivid as I could feel the gusts of air & physical pressure of the cloudy air beneath my tread. Last night (Tuesday) I had dreams about controlling the bolts of lightning shooting out from my fingertips. I awoke this morning in a state of heightened awareness, similar to my remote viewing & prescience meditative trances. As usual in such situations, I felt myself compelled to perform certain specific actions & investigations, though they did not manifest until later in the day. I believe that I have probably been meditating in my sleep, even though I thought I had given up on such religious practices.
Sunday, November 10, 2013
Venus superstorm, wild forest critters, lost cat dreams
Well one month has come and gone and its about time for another dream diary entry. I haven't been trying to do anything but keep track of myself & my cats when I wake up. Consequently, I haven't been noting very many details about my dreams upon awakening.
On Saturday mid-mornings & Wednesday nights I often watch a ton of nature videos. This Wednesday was no exception. So I had many peaceful dreams this past Wednesday night about living with talking critters & forest spirits. These nature dreams were remarkable in their color & clarity, far beyond what is currently offered in VR tech for example. I thought I was really there.
On Thursday night I dreamed about supertyphoon Haiyan & about the superstorm multivortex that rages perpetually at Venus' south pole. The two are linked in my mind & I am trying to understand why. That is why I am regarding those 2 dreams as Prognostications rather than as dream interpretations. Many real scientific & mathematical discoveries began with vivid drams by brilliant people. Ours is not to understand why.
Last cat when I came home from visiting the nephews & picnicking at Ferne Clyffe, there were people from the road & the library parking lot next door shining lights into our Backyard Jungle to spot the deer there. It was around 8 pm. Since the deer were there 2 days in a row, I became concerned about the bobcat that dad saw on Thursday coming around again. I don't want to lose another cat after 4 disappeared last year. So after waking up & passing out again after 2 am, I dreamed that Sticky cat was missing and that I couldn't find him. When I awoke again briefly around 7 am, he knocked on my bedroom door & I sat up to let him in. I was very relieved to see him hale and fit.
On Saturday mid-mornings & Wednesday nights I often watch a ton of nature videos. This Wednesday was no exception. So I had many peaceful dreams this past Wednesday night about living with talking critters & forest spirits. These nature dreams were remarkable in their color & clarity, far beyond what is currently offered in VR tech for example. I thought I was really there.
On Thursday night I dreamed about supertyphoon Haiyan & about the superstorm multivortex that rages perpetually at Venus' south pole. The two are linked in my mind & I am trying to understand why. That is why I am regarding those 2 dreams as Prognostications rather than as dream interpretations. Many real scientific & mathematical discoveries began with vivid drams by brilliant people. Ours is not to understand why.
Last cat when I came home from visiting the nephews & picnicking at Ferne Clyffe, there were people from the road & the library parking lot next door shining lights into our Backyard Jungle to spot the deer there. It was around 8 pm. Since the deer were there 2 days in a row, I became concerned about the bobcat that dad saw on Thursday coming around again. I don't want to lose another cat after 4 disappeared last year. So after waking up & passing out again after 2 am, I dreamed that Sticky cat was missing and that I couldn't find him. When I awoke again briefly around 7 am, he knocked on my bedroom door & I sat up to let him in. I was very relieved to see him hale and fit.
Sunday, October 6, 2013
Climate Change, apocalypse, refugees, ghost hunt, dermatome, demon hunter, cat squirrel, family values dream
Dream Diary update. I skipped last month's entry. I had almost decided to abandon this blog. Not only did I not want to remember my dreams but I almost gave up on my prognostications on tumblr. I just had another doozy tho, so I am writing about it here.
Basically in this dream I was part of a group of young refugees sort of as their sempai. We were living in a community together in another post-apocalyptic society. I think perhaps the global ocean had raised 20 ft and climate change desertification with toxic chemical waste added had reached 76% of the land surface. Africa and the Amazon rain forests was obliterated. We took refuge in a lot of urban jungles. Shopping malls were turned into communal living spaces.
My job in society wasn't merely as mentor to new refugees. I was as a sort of ghost-killer. I took the dermatome and other instruments that our mentors gave me and I sliced any ghost that I found among the refugees to ribbons, until either they gave up or else their demon brains exploded. It was a grisly job and I had to keep it secret from our social orders.
Anyway what happened was I got very tired of a slasher horror show happening every time they told me to sneak away at night to battle monsters. I found a ghost among this group of young folks I was transporting. It was a young tall black fellow with almost no hair on his head. I got him to play games with us on the train. He seemed like a nice fellow at first. I asked my spectral superiors if I could just let this one go but they refused. The demon seemed to recognize that I was going to take him down. He created a barrier so that the others could not see us fighting on the train. I beat him and almost had his brain slashed open with my ghostly dermatome when I awoke.
In real life the cats had brought a squirrel in to my room to eat it. Sticky cat hid given up on his anorexia from yesterday and was happily munching on a leg. I didn't want to interrupt him, but I don't like them to make big messes in our room. So I picked up the dead squirrel and I set him on the back porch with Sticky cat and a bowl of water. Swirly cat soon followed her brother outside. I think she was the one who had brought the squirrel in to feed her hungry brother cat. nom nom nom
Basically in this dream I was part of a group of young refugees sort of as their sempai. We were living in a community together in another post-apocalyptic society. I think perhaps the global ocean had raised 20 ft and climate change desertification with toxic chemical waste added had reached 76% of the land surface. Africa and the Amazon rain forests was obliterated. We took refuge in a lot of urban jungles. Shopping malls were turned into communal living spaces.
My job in society wasn't merely as mentor to new refugees. I was as a sort of ghost-killer. I took the dermatome and other instruments that our mentors gave me and I sliced any ghost that I found among the refugees to ribbons, until either they gave up or else their demon brains exploded. It was a grisly job and I had to keep it secret from our social orders.
In real life the cats had brought a squirrel in to my room to eat it. Sticky cat hid given up on his anorexia from yesterday and was happily munching on a leg. I didn't want to interrupt him, but I don't like them to make big messes in our room. So I picked up the dead squirrel and I set him on the back porch with Sticky cat and a bowl of water. Swirly cat soon followed her brother outside. I think she was the one who had brought the squirrel in to feed her hungry brother cat. nom nom nom
Saturday, July 20, 2013
Leap Day William, Nelson Mandela, American oil & gas extractivism, heat wave, Tina Fey, sexy Tango dream
Dream Diary Update. I went to sleep with the door next to my bed open and tv on ABC. I set the fan in the doorway and my leg on top of the fan because I find that it discourages the coons from coming in past me to get the cat food. I doubt I need to elaborate why I have to keep my door ajar with a fan since there is a massive heat wave raging on multiple continents right now. To paraphrase the @nbcnightlynews meteorologist roaming outside in NYC Central Park West, "A lot of Americans I spoke with in the beginning didn't know what a Heat Dome was. Well, They all know it now!" When I woke up I could hear the coon snuffling & grunting around my door near my feet so I closed it.
I seem to remember waking up once or twice after listening to Jimmy Kimmel's monologue to watch snippets of 30 Rock reruns that ABC puts on late at night. Specifically I watched parts of an episode about Leap Day. Jim Carrey played a character called Leap Day William.
Right now they have on Classic Arts Showcase (CAS). This German symphony was playing the Tango.
That background explains some of my dream elements. See, I just dreamed that Nelson Mandela came out of South Africa to hide a scandal for his country, that he secretly longed for revenge against the American Oil & Gas Industry. One of Mandela's more radical followers had hatched a scheme that Tina Fey's character from 30 Rock had foiled & they sent Mandela personally to do some diplomatic damage control.
After Mandela came out and leered at us while spinning yarns to the black tie party, I tangoed with Tina Fey down the street all the way up to my nephews' apartment. Then I woke up listening to Tango music and snuffling coons at my feet. That might explain some of the more surreal elements of my dream, as well as the sexy office Tango bonus I received at the end there.
I seem to remember waking up once or twice after listening to Jimmy Kimmel's monologue to watch snippets of 30 Rock reruns that ABC puts on late at night. Specifically I watched parts of an episode about Leap Day. Jim Carrey played a character called Leap Day William.
Right now they have on Classic Arts Showcase (CAS). This German symphony was playing the Tango.
That background explains some of my dream elements. See, I just dreamed that Nelson Mandela came out of South Africa to hide a scandal for his country, that he secretly longed for revenge against the American Oil & Gas Industry. One of Mandela's more radical followers had hatched a scheme that Tina Fey's character from 30 Rock had foiled & they sent Mandela personally to do some diplomatic damage control.
After Mandela came out and leered at us while spinning yarns to the black tie party, I tangoed with Tina Fey down the street all the way up to my nephews' apartment. Then I woke up listening to Tango music and snuffling coons at my feet. That might explain some of the more surreal elements of my dream, as well as the sexy office Tango bonus I received at the end there.
Saturday, June 29, 2013
Black mambas, Fox and scorpion, tuatara lizard, de-extinction dreams
Addendum to the last post. After chatting with nephew I watched Classic Arts Showcase from 3-6 am. Then I passed out watching the Today Show. I dreamed about being trapped in a colony of sustainable living advocates. Eventually their use of new technology grew to be such a burden that I was literally hemmed in by Tech so that I was almost trapped. I was crawling past the Tech on the walls almost like when I went caving in the Grand Canyon, only I could see the sun and sky shining through overhead through the brilliant blue passive solar glass. When you go caving everything is pitch black and night critters are scurrying away from you. Anyway eventually I got some space after the sustainable living colony declined into a lower population. I was able to try out the new genetic modification device. It de-extincted plants and animals. I was trying to resurrect lizards when I brought back a brilliant iridescent green four-legged creature that was dog-sized, venomous and intelligent. It opened its mouth and hissed while shining one of its icy blue eyes at me. I could see a row of sharp fangs. Nevertheless, I tearfully embraced it. It was after the 6th great Mass Extinction Event, so any natural creatures were precious treasures. As I embraced him and we stared at each other he made this evil grin. Then I woke up.
After waking up I recalled the fact that Nature had rerun their 2010 Black Mamba episode this week. I had several Black Mamba dreams after that, including one where I was performing a veterinary operation on one.
I also remembered the Aesop parable about the Frog and the Mouse. Of course I remembered it as the African version that I reread more recently in an 1990s anthology of African writers. In that version it was a Fox and a Scorpion
I mused then that the venomous lizard I was embracing in my dream made no move to bite me.
I was delighted later when I turned on Jeff Corwin's Ocean Mysteries on ABC this AM and found that he was also very excited about these tuatara lizards on Matiu Somes island off the coast of New Zealand. They reminded me very much of my dream-lizard. Corwin also searched out their favorite food the weta insect.
After waking up I recalled the fact that Nature had rerun their 2010 Black Mamba episode this week. I had several Black Mamba dreams after that, including one where I was performing a veterinary operation on one.
I also remembered the Aesop parable about the Frog and the Mouse. Of course I remembered it as the African version that I reread more recently in an 1990s anthology of African writers. In that version it was a Fox and a Scorpion
I mused then that the venomous lizard I was embracing in my dream made no move to bite me.
I was delighted later when I turned on Jeff Corwin's Ocean Mysteries on ABC this AM and found that he was also very excited about these tuatara lizards on Matiu Somes island off the coast of New Zealand. They reminded me very much of my dream-lizard. Corwin also searched out their favorite food the weta insect.
College prep school, black mamba operation, PBS, grandmaw's tipple dreams
Once again my dreams are a matter for the family chat room late night with my naturalist nephew. I had a dream Wed night about @PBSNature where I was operating on a Black mamba snake. It was a successful operation. Just now my dream was about college academic bureaucracy. Pretty tame stuff. My nephew says that he dreamed about one of my running jokes with him. I'm often referring to "grandmaw's tipple" when I joke with him, the bottles of wine my mother brings home and drinks every night. This week it turned out to be a big gallon jug of red wine. So now my nephew dreams about them. In the chat room this is shortened to "gmas tipple." The link to the @PBSNature episode about Black mambas is here. This chat log is mildly expurgated. I also removed the name of a local politician & family friend who dealt with a plagiarism charge.
[02:11:06]
hi
[02:11:15] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
mornin
[02:11:20] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
never got to bed lol
[02:11:43]
i just had an odd dream
[02:11:47] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
how's it goin
[02:12:04] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
another one huh
[02:12:17]
well i have a million of em
[02:12:47]
i also remember them 80% of the time when i wake up cuz its so fast
[02:13:23]
anyway in this dream my academic college record was in the toilet again
[02:14:06]
I took 3 of my journal papers and revised them to turn them in as my own work like I did for my first Master's thesis
[02:14:58]
a bunch of stuck up college preps met with me and looked at me calmly informing me smugly "That's plagiarism"
[02:15:19]
even tho my college adviser told me that it isnt
[02:15:55]
see they are fuckin arbitrary as hell about that "plagiarism" charge
[02:16:09]
they stick anybody they dont like with that one
[02:16:34] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
IC
[02:16:52]
for example they tried to say that *local college president* plagiarized his doctorate paper
[02:17:09] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
they make sure to tell you over and over again that it's a big deal and they'll screw you for it, I know that
[02:17:46]
no evidence, they just somehow proved that he lifted some words from another paper without citing them properly
[02:18:30]
anyway it was a big deal and he had to pay 3 other professors to read his revised paper
[02:19:12]
somehow it always means that you pay off the 3 most stuck up asshole professors in the entire college system
[02:19:38]
that's what a bogus "plagiarism" charge means
[02:19:42] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
as usual it comes down to monnnnneeeeeehhhh I C
[02:19:50] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
The root of all evil
[02:19:52] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
lol
[02:19:54]
for grad students it means you are kicked off campus
[02:20:14]
undergrads get suspended for up to 2 years
[02:20:30] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
yeah suspension and all that, that was always at least implied when they talked to me about it
[02:20:52]
I still think its applied to anyone a professor doesnt like
[02:21:34]
you know in some cases its like calling the pope a plagiarist because he lifts his best lines from the Bible
[02:21:54] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
sorry about school dreams : ( last thing I'd want to dream about
[02:22:18]
oh i dream about college shit all the time
[02:22:45]
considering my entire career was at college or in dead end jobs its a wonder it aint every night
[02:23:26]
i mean who wants to dream about wiping asses or cleaning grease traps?
[02:23:48]
so i dream about stuck up assholes in every form
[02:24:14]
if I had worked at the beach instead then id be dreaming about the beach every night
[02:24:35]
y ocean sunsets and sea turtles etc
[02:24:39] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
oh I see
[02:25:33] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
difference in dreaming tendencies, I guess. Mine are always at least apparently devoid of real-life context unless I think about it for some of them
[02:25:43] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
weird surreal shit
[02:26:08] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
beach dreams with turtles would be great lol
[02:26:11] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
space turtles
[02:26:22]
well i find it more disturbing that it was a group of 4 black alums who informed me that the plagiarism was going into my academic record
[02:26:32]
alumni
[02:26:51]
y space turtles
[02:27:21]
I prolly dream about that after watching @novapbs 2 nights in a row before bedtime
[02:27:52] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
fuck yeah nature
[02:28:03] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
they had the black mamba thing on again last night
[02:28:21]
oh y hes pretty
[02:28:31] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
I kin share nature links if it'd help kick the college asshole dreams out
[02:28:45] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
haven't sent you the bugs in a long while etc
[02:29:06]
i dreamed about how they stuck a tube in his mouth and operated on him wednesday
[02:29:27]
sure go aghead
[02:29:28] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
aww
[02:29:45]
he had pretty eyes
[02:30:15] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
http://bugguide.net/node/view/794600/bgimage
[02:30:31] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
http://bugguide.net/node/view/794547/bgimage
[02:30:34] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
y he did
[02:30:42] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
very much so
[02:31:11] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
that shit looked painful :( was glad they turned out to be functioning normally afterwards
[02:34:20]
oh y
[02:37:05] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
that dream discussion last night must have jump started the dream centers of my brain; finally had another. Gma gave me this bottle of what was ostensibly wine, but tasted more like tropical fruit juice. I proceeded to drift through time and space, and ended up in some far off city full of shoppers. Everyone was trying to sell me shit. I took another swig, and the stuff made me invisible. I therefore hid away from the crowds under a tree, and wondered why I didn't taste any alchohol or feel any related effects. As I looked down at my gut drowsily, my head merged inside of it and I briefly saw nothing but darkness. When I pulled my head out, this big woman was looking worriedly at me holding the bottle of whatever-the-fuck. I wanted it back from her, but she ran off with it.
[02:37:44] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
Not a very long dream
[02:38:11] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
Gma doesn't have any mysterious foreign possibly-magical fluids hiding amongst her tipple does she? lol
[02:42:07] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
http://bugguide.net/node/view/794570/bgimage
[02:43:52]
http://www.fishwrapper.com/post/2013/06/28/miley-cyrus-we-cant-stop-music-video-parody-dogs-adorable/
[02:43:56] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
http://bugguide.net/node/view/794528/bgimage
[02:48:05] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
http://bugguide.net/node/view/794370/bgimage
[02:48:10] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
http://bugguide.net/node/view/768716
[02:49:01] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
The many legged ones and I wish you well w/ better dreams
[02:54:04]
thank you
[02:55:11]
for right now to take my mind off of dreams about college, I'm watching anime about college
[02:55:15]
http://anilinkz.com/chobits-episode-16
[02:55:47]
this guy got flunked out into college prep school where he's making straight Es
[02:55:54]
lol
[02:56:19]
i suppose its college prep overkill
[02:58:30] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
lol
[02:11:06]
hi
[02:11:15] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
mornin
[02:11:20] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
never got to bed lol
[02:11:43]
i just had an odd dream
[02:11:47] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
how's it goin
[02:12:04] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
another one huh
[02:12:17]
well i have a million of em
[02:12:47]
i also remember them 80% of the time when i wake up cuz its so fast
[02:13:23]
anyway in this dream my academic college record was in the toilet again
[02:14:06]
I took 3 of my journal papers and revised them to turn them in as my own work like I did for my first Master's thesis
[02:14:58]
a bunch of stuck up college preps met with me and looked at me calmly informing me smugly "That's plagiarism"
[02:15:19]
even tho my college adviser told me that it isnt
[02:15:55]
see they are fuckin arbitrary as hell about that "plagiarism" charge
[02:16:09]
they stick anybody they dont like with that one
[02:16:34] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
IC
[02:16:52]
for example they tried to say that *local college president* plagiarized his doctorate paper
[02:17:09] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
they make sure to tell you over and over again that it's a big deal and they'll screw you for it, I know that
[02:17:46]
no evidence, they just somehow proved that he lifted some words from another paper without citing them properly
[02:18:30]
anyway it was a big deal and he had to pay 3 other professors to read his revised paper
[02:19:12]
somehow it always means that you pay off the 3 most stuck up asshole professors in the entire college system
[02:19:38]
that's what a bogus "plagiarism" charge means
[02:19:42] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
as usual it comes down to monnnnneeeeeehhhh I C
[02:19:50] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
The root of all evil
[02:19:52] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
lol
[02:19:54]
for grad students it means you are kicked off campus
[02:20:14]
undergrads get suspended for up to 2 years
[02:20:30] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
yeah suspension and all that, that was always at least implied when they talked to me about it
[02:20:52]
I still think its applied to anyone a professor doesnt like
[02:21:34]
you know in some cases its like calling the pope a plagiarist because he lifts his best lines from the Bible
[02:21:54] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
sorry about school dreams : ( last thing I'd want to dream about
[02:22:18]
oh i dream about college shit all the time
[02:22:45]
considering my entire career was at college or in dead end jobs its a wonder it aint every night
[02:23:26]
i mean who wants to dream about wiping asses or cleaning grease traps?
[02:23:48]
so i dream about stuck up assholes in every form
[02:24:14]
if I had worked at the beach instead then id be dreaming about the beach every night
[02:24:35]
y ocean sunsets and sea turtles etc
[02:24:39] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
oh I see
[02:25:33] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
difference in dreaming tendencies, I guess. Mine are always at least apparently devoid of real-life context unless I think about it for some of them
[02:25:43] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
weird surreal shit
[02:26:08] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
beach dreams with turtles would be great lol
[02:26:11] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
space turtles
[02:26:22]
well i find it more disturbing that it was a group of 4 black alums who informed me that the plagiarism was going into my academic record
[02:26:32]
alumni
[02:26:51]
y space turtles
[02:27:21]
I prolly dream about that after watching @novapbs 2 nights in a row before bedtime
[02:27:52] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
fuck yeah nature
[02:28:03] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
they had the black mamba thing on again last night
[02:28:21]
oh y hes pretty
[02:28:31] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
I kin share nature links if it'd help kick the college asshole dreams out
[02:28:45] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
haven't sent you the bugs in a long while etc
[02:29:06]
i dreamed about how they stuck a tube in his mouth and operated on him wednesday
[02:29:27]
sure go aghead
[02:29:28] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
aww
[02:29:45]
he had pretty eyes
[02:30:15] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
http://bugguide.net/node/view/794600/bgimage
[02:30:31] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
http://bugguide.net/node/view/794547/bgimage
[02:30:34] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
y he did
[02:30:42] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
very much so
[02:31:11] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
that shit looked painful :( was glad they turned out to be functioning normally afterwards
[02:34:20]
oh y
[02:37:05] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
that dream discussion last night must have jump started the dream centers of my brain; finally had another. Gma gave me this bottle of what was ostensibly wine, but tasted more like tropical fruit juice. I proceeded to drift through time and space, and ended up in some far off city full of shoppers. Everyone was trying to sell me shit. I took another swig, and the stuff made me invisible. I therefore hid away from the crowds under a tree, and wondered why I didn't taste any alchohol or feel any related effects. As I looked down at my gut drowsily, my head merged inside of it and I briefly saw nothing but darkness. When I pulled my head out, this big woman was looking worriedly at me holding the bottle of whatever-the-fuck. I wanted it back from her, but she ran off with it.
[02:37:44] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
Not a very long dream
[02:38:11] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
Gma doesn't have any mysterious foreign possibly-magical fluids hiding amongst her tipple does she? lol
[02:42:07] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
http://bugguide.net/node/view/794570/bgimage
[02:43:52]
http://www.fishwrapper.com/post/2013/06/28/miley-cyrus-we-cant-stop-music-video-parody-dogs-adorable/
[02:43:56] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
http://bugguide.net/node/view/794528/bgimage
[02:48:05] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
http://bugguide.net/node/view/794370/bgimage
[02:48:10] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
http://bugguide.net/node/view/768716
[02:49:01] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
The many legged ones and I wish you well w/ better dreams
[02:54:04]
thank you
[02:55:11]
for right now to take my mind off of dreams about college, I'm watching anime about college
[02:55:15]
http://anilinkz.com/chobits-episode-16
[02:55:47]
this guy got flunked out into college prep school where he's making straight Es
[02:55:54]
lol
[02:56:19]
i suppose its college prep overkill
[02:58:30] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
lol
Thursday, June 27, 2013
Time Stop & Climate Change dreams via chat log w/ my naturalist nephew
[13:56:45]
you know swirly caught a bird this morning and tried to eat him in here
[13:56:57] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
lol mighty huntress!
[13:57:13]
she let him go and used my bed as a trampoline to catch him again
[13:57:14] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
day by day she grows in skill in powah
[13:57:23] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
we are amazed at her prowess purr
[13:57:34]
y its true
[13:57:41] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
lol don't let it get loose in the house warrior princess
[13:57:41]
tampoline skills
[13:57:46]
trampoline
[00:35:23] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
hi guys
[00:43:19]
hi
[00:43:45] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
I'm up at midnight again X_X
[00:43:48] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
so's joe
[00:43:50]
ive been having a superweird dream
[00:44:02] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
recurrent?
[00:44:05] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
those
[00:44:11] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
are always odd
[00:44:25]
i was stuck in a time stop and kept reliving two minutest agan
[00:44:44]
reliving two minutes
[00:45:04] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
O_O that would get torturous fast
[00:45:13]
only they kept changing and these mafia guy kept coming to kill us
[00:46:33]
in the end i chose life and light instead of darkness and kept arguing with them that they shouldnt kill me
[00:46:54]
they were members of the cops mafia
[00:47:10]
you know crooked cops
[00:47:27]
i was a physician who wanted to save everybody
[00:48:26]
i kept wanting to kill everybody but if i did that then id be stuck in the time loop forever
[00:49:01] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
weird
[00:49:30]
so i lengthened the time loop to 3 minutes by trying to save everybody even tho they were intending to kill me
[00:50:24]
at the end of 3 minutes i had taken 2 bullets and fought them off while explaining why they shouldnt kill me for exposing them
[00:50:48]
also i saved one of their number who had gone down in the firefight
[00:51:41]
i was in the corner applying tourniquets and arguing with him when i woke up
[00:54:13] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
that's pretty strange lol the more people you keep from dying the more time you get but you'd need more than a few mins to save them I would think.
[01:02:01] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
I've been mostly dreamless lately, kinda strange really. I had one REALLY funky climate change/dystopia/death related one a couple months ago and can't remember having any after that
[01:10:13] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
I was on wolf creek. The power plant on lake of egypt had become a massive supercomplex of smog spewing factories and other assorted industrial buildings. We were all trapped there; crowds of despondent people lined the water's edge dressed in rags. I went to the end where the cars usually turned around, and this weird robed guy was holding a dead girl. He looked at me and said some weird mumbly stuff, then knelt down next to the water. The girl's body turned to oily sludge and drained into the water. End dream, tho thinking back I wonder if the line of people were those waiting to be transformed and emptied into the lake
[01:10:34] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
it freaked me out a little
[01:10:52] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
same day you told me about those rednecks who shot a circus elephant IIRC
[01:11:08] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
haven't had much since then
[01:11:16] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
lol it's a little morbid sorry
[01:11:51] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
anyway I'm no dream interpreter so can't help you there
[01:16:04]
oh well i usually have time stop dreams when im mediatating
[01:16:53]
I suspect it was because I was forcing myself to stay on my left side all night to void rolling on kitties
[01:17:13]
they come and go from my bed at night you see
[01:17:48]
When I passed out Sticky was sleeping in front of me while Swirly kept jumping up to tampoline on my bed
----------------------------
Addendum:
I said that I was laying on my left side to avoid rolling over onto kittens in bed.In truth I was laying on my RIGHT side. I have to meditate while asleep to stay on my RIGHT side because I favor the left. If I don't do this then I frequently thrash around and damage the wall.
you know swirly caught a bird this morning and tried to eat him in here
[13:56:57] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
lol mighty huntress!
[13:57:13]
she let him go and used my bed as a trampoline to catch him again
[13:57:14] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
day by day she grows in skill in powah
[13:57:23] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
we are amazed at her prowess purr
[13:57:34]
y its true
[13:57:41] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
lol don't let it get loose in the house warrior princess
[13:57:41]
tampoline skills
[13:57:46]
trampoline
[00:35:23] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
hi guys
[00:43:19]
hi
[00:43:45] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
I'm up at midnight again X_X
[00:43:48] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
so's joe
[00:43:50]
ive been having a superweird dream
[00:44:02] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
recurrent?
[00:44:05] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
those
[00:44:11] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
are always odd
[00:44:25]
i was stuck in a time stop and kept reliving two minutest agan
[00:44:44]
reliving two minutes
[00:45:04] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
O_O that would get torturous fast
[00:45:13]
only they kept changing and these mafia guy kept coming to kill us
[00:46:33]
in the end i chose life and light instead of darkness and kept arguing with them that they shouldnt kill me
[00:46:54]
they were members of the cops mafia
[00:47:10]
you know crooked cops
[00:47:27]
i was a physician who wanted to save everybody
[00:48:26]
i kept wanting to kill everybody but if i did that then id be stuck in the time loop forever
[00:49:01] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
weird
[00:49:30]
so i lengthened the time loop to 3 minutes by trying to save everybody even tho they were intending to kill me
[00:50:24]
at the end of 3 minutes i had taken 2 bullets and fought them off while explaining why they shouldnt kill me for exposing them
[00:50:48]
also i saved one of their number who had gone down in the firefight
[00:51:41]
i was in the corner applying tourniquets and arguing with him when i woke up
[00:54:13] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
that's pretty strange lol the more people you keep from dying the more time you get but you'd need more than a few mins to save them I would think.
[01:02:01] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
I've been mostly dreamless lately, kinda strange really. I had one REALLY funky climate change/dystopia/death related one a couple months ago and can't remember having any after that
[01:10:13] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
I was on wolf creek. The power plant on lake of egypt had become a massive supercomplex of smog spewing factories and other assorted industrial buildings. We were all trapped there; crowds of despondent people lined the water's edge dressed in rags. I went to the end where the cars usually turned around, and this weird robed guy was holding a dead girl. He looked at me and said some weird mumbly stuff, then knelt down next to the water. The girl's body turned to oily sludge and drained into the water. End dream, tho thinking back I wonder if the line of people were those waiting to be transformed and emptied into the lake
[01:10:34] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
it freaked me out a little
[01:10:52] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
same day you told me about those rednecks who shot a circus elephant IIRC
[01:11:08] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
haven't had much since then
[01:11:16] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
lol it's a little morbid sorry
[01:11:51] [Tom - 25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439]
anyway I'm no dream interpreter so can't help you there
[01:16:04]
oh well i usually have time stop dreams when im mediatating
[01:16:53]
I suspect it was because I was forcing myself to stay on my left side all night to void rolling on kitties
[01:17:13]
they come and go from my bed at night you see
[01:17:48]
When I passed out Sticky was sleeping in front of me while Swirly kept jumping up to tampoline on my bed
----------------------------
Addendum:
I said that I was laying on my left side to avoid rolling over onto kittens in bed.In truth I was laying on my RIGHT side. I have to meditate while asleep to stay on my RIGHT side because I favor the left. If I don't do this then I frequently thrash around and damage the wall.
Sunday, May 12, 2013
Braman, yoga injury, wheel of fire, Green Man, Apparition, Library Apocalypse dreams
Dream diary update. This is the first entry I have made on CrapboxReloaded. The old power supply on Crapbox died and the boys helped me get reconnected on this newer device. On Wednesday 5/8 I began having dreams that involved more movements and sleepwalking. I can tell when my sleeping spinal block is partially inactive every 6 weeks or so. Wednesday's dreaming was harmless. I had Brahman-type Vedic dreams about creation & discipline while I could feel my body practicing some yoga moves. Sure enough I woke up sore on Thursday.
I fell asleep upstairs Thursday 5/9 afternoon while holding Swirly kitten on the couch and after I woke up I noticed that I couldn't walk anymore. Its possible that I may have vaulted from the couch to leap awake at some point either Wednesday or Thursday. I don't remember it well. Anyway I had a medium strain in my lower back muscles that contorted my posture and made it very painful to get up for the past 4 days. I only just now got full functioning & ROM, although I expect the discomfort when my spinal pressure rises as I stand to continue for a few days.
On Friday 5/10 I dreamed I was the Green Man again. I turned a few people into trees before turning into a soaring eagle in mid-air. I woke up while dreaming that I was flying a great loop until I was upside down.
On Saturday 5/11 I dreamed about being a bodiless apparition or blue vapor who moved from room to room interacting with other higher dimensional entities. I wondered if this dream was related to my injury or to the muscle relaxant med that dad gave me. I've been taking them once per day at noon and they cause me to drop off into a disturbed nap.
This morning (Sunday 5/12) I had another wild dream that was filled with religious imagery. This time it was more Judeo-Christian than Wednesday's Hindu dreams. Instead of dreaming about a wheel of fire or reincarnation, I dreamed that the 'end times' apocalypse was at hand. Instead of being a floating apparition moving room to room like yesterday (Saturday, 5/11), I dreamed up a new physical identity who similarly moved from room to room as the dream progressed. I was helping a group of monks try to save sacred scriptures and testaments in each room as the leader of the demons attacked with his minions. I read the scriptures as I visited each room talking to the monks. They were profoundly Christian but included some discussion of Babylonian deities and naming demons. We were losing against the latest demon attack. I was pinned against the ceiling & enveloped by blue flames as parchment smoldered & flew everywhere like a swarm of fiery bees. The flames reached my eyes blinding me as I awoke. I mused on how religious my dreams have been getting lately when religion plays so small a part of my waking life. I had an urge to watch religious satire anime, Panty and Stocking with Garterbelt, which I found mildly amusing. I briefly considered and rejected attending Mother's Day services with mom at her Methodist haunt.
Interpretation: It is not unusual for me to have apocalyptic dreams after injuring myself in my sleep. However, the blue flames, Green Man. ivy, and other nature images suggest that it may be related to Wednesday's announcement that global carbon dioxide reached 400 ppm. Thursday's PBS Newshour announced that that is the highest it has been in 3M years. All the coastal state Senators I watched on cspan this week were speaking about how their states will be ruined by between 2050 and 2100. Both California senators claimed that their state will be a desert. Senator Whitehouse of Rhode Island claimed that vast swaths of the East coast will soon be underwater. So the apocalypse dreams are probably because of that disturbing announcement. I spoke with my brother about it briefly yesterday. As to why the dreams are so religious is anyone's guess. I am a hard agnostic humanist while awake. I like to say that no human could possibly have it right.
As to why I've been dreaming about Vedas or sacred texts. This week I heard the results of a long term study about the effects of heavy internet usage on child development. The researchers claimed that lack of human interaction led to stunted language development for babies born since 2000 (Millennial babies.) Conclusions Quote: "Heavy usage of devices (ie babysitter tvs) led to a scarcity in polyglots and the Internet is 'Shredding' basic reading skills." I especially remember that word 'Shredding' by the early internet usage. Since I grew up in libraries sleeping and reading, I know how important they are to secondary education. I may be no true polyglot, but I can read at 300+ words per minute. That has enhanced my internet experience. It seems that most Millennials want a more stimulative medium or VR interface. That will harm their chances at traditional education. More importantly, they will even be unfamiliar with the concept of sacred texts since text outside of txting & tweeting would seem completely unnecessary to them.
I fell asleep upstairs Thursday 5/9 afternoon while holding Swirly kitten on the couch and after I woke up I noticed that I couldn't walk anymore. Its possible that I may have vaulted from the couch to leap awake at some point either Wednesday or Thursday. I don't remember it well. Anyway I had a medium strain in my lower back muscles that contorted my posture and made it very painful to get up for the past 4 days. I only just now got full functioning & ROM, although I expect the discomfort when my spinal pressure rises as I stand to continue for a few days.
On Friday 5/10 I dreamed I was the Green Man again. I turned a few people into trees before turning into a soaring eagle in mid-air. I woke up while dreaming that I was flying a great loop until I was upside down.
On Saturday 5/11 I dreamed about being a bodiless apparition or blue vapor who moved from room to room interacting with other higher dimensional entities. I wondered if this dream was related to my injury or to the muscle relaxant med that dad gave me. I've been taking them once per day at noon and they cause me to drop off into a disturbed nap.
This morning (Sunday 5/12) I had another wild dream that was filled with religious imagery. This time it was more Judeo-Christian than Wednesday's Hindu dreams. Instead of dreaming about a wheel of fire or reincarnation, I dreamed that the 'end times' apocalypse was at hand. Instead of being a floating apparition moving room to room like yesterday (Saturday, 5/11), I dreamed up a new physical identity who similarly moved from room to room as the dream progressed. I was helping a group of monks try to save sacred scriptures and testaments in each room as the leader of the demons attacked with his minions. I read the scriptures as I visited each room talking to the monks. They were profoundly Christian but included some discussion of Babylonian deities and naming demons. We were losing against the latest demon attack. I was pinned against the ceiling & enveloped by blue flames as parchment smoldered & flew everywhere like a swarm of fiery bees. The flames reached my eyes blinding me as I awoke. I mused on how religious my dreams have been getting lately when religion plays so small a part of my waking life. I had an urge to watch religious satire anime, Panty and Stocking with Garterbelt, which I found mildly amusing. I briefly considered and rejected attending Mother's Day services with mom at her Methodist haunt.
Interpretation: It is not unusual for me to have apocalyptic dreams after injuring myself in my sleep. However, the blue flames, Green Man. ivy, and other nature images suggest that it may be related to Wednesday's announcement that global carbon dioxide reached 400 ppm. Thursday's PBS Newshour announced that that is the highest it has been in 3M years. All the coastal state Senators I watched on cspan this week were speaking about how their states will be ruined by between 2050 and 2100. Both California senators claimed that their state will be a desert. Senator Whitehouse of Rhode Island claimed that vast swaths of the East coast will soon be underwater. So the apocalypse dreams are probably because of that disturbing announcement. I spoke with my brother about it briefly yesterday. As to why the dreams are so religious is anyone's guess. I am a hard agnostic humanist while awake. I like to say that no human could possibly have it right.
As to why I've been dreaming about Vedas or sacred texts. This week I heard the results of a long term study about the effects of heavy internet usage on child development. The researchers claimed that lack of human interaction led to stunted language development for babies born since 2000 (Millennial babies.) Conclusions Quote: "Heavy usage of devices (ie babysitter tvs) led to a scarcity in polyglots and the Internet is 'Shredding' basic reading skills." I especially remember that word 'Shredding' by the early internet usage. Since I grew up in libraries sleeping and reading, I know how important they are to secondary education. I may be no true polyglot, but I can read at 300+ words per minute. That has enhanced my internet experience. It seems that most Millennials want a more stimulative medium or VR interface. That will harm their chances at traditional education. More importantly, they will even be unfamiliar with the concept of sacred texts since text outside of txting & tweeting would seem completely unnecessary to them.
Tuesday, April 23, 2013
The Bletchley Circle, PBS, Jason Vorhees, killer cops, eugenics, harem, The Devil, forest gods, transmogrification of the soul dreams
I just had an odd dream about a program playing on my TV. I had left it running on PBS when I passed out after 10:30 pm. The program was a rerun of "The Bletchley Circle." Somehow the program elements had become incorporated in my dream. Perhaps I remembered the program from another night such as Sunday night, when I left it on PBS all evening while I concentrated on my web browsing?
Anyway, I am depressed enough about most of my animals disappearing last week that I had a dream about a horror subject. Lately I have been thinking that they were taken by coyotes/dogs, probably to appease the forest god who loves white offerings. I woke up in time to watch most of the TV program. Here is my dream described via chat log:
[03:18:42]
awakr again
[03:18:59]
I just had a dream that was like the very devil
[03:19:35]
I was Jason Vorhees with a harem practicing eugenics
[03:20:22]
I had somehow gotten all these women picked out to carry my children and ensnared them in my devilish plot to conceive
[03:20:55]
They all met with me and we entered an underground maze together
[03:21:12]
I was wearing a police/SS Nazi uniform
[03:22:20]
we all got lost in the maze even though we tried severasl things to not lose one another
[03:22:51]
I wouldnt hurt the women only because they were to become mothers to one of my ch0ildren
[03:23:45]
finally my plot was underway and the women were talking about how each of them met me
[03:24:02]
one of the women had met me while I was in prison
[03:24:58]
it was her job to move me around and she had made a mistake and temporarily put me in the italian arts library instead of the german one
[03:25:07] [Dirk Diddly] is offline
[03:25:33]
after one week she moved me to where she had intended at the prison german library
[03:26:16]
italian is the language of passion so she knew that it would have inflamed me and it did
[03:26:59] [25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439 - Dirk Diddly] is online
[03:27:59]
another 'wife' had a plan to have a child during the war but she couldnt conceive
[03:28:21]
she knew from praying that she could conceive with only me
[03:29:04]
the women shared their stories with one another of how I had ensnared them in my devilish eugenics plot while I was lost in the maze
[03:29:25]
I finally stumbled across a room with the 2 oldest women
[03:30:25]
they spoke with me about materialism and spiritual values while I conceded to them that I might have a soul and that there is probably life after death
[03:30:37]
and then we all woke up
[03:30:59]
it was the harshest dream ive had for a week
[03:31:49]
Im watching pbs
[03:33:51]
They have a WWII detective story on with spooky music
[03:33:53]
http://www.pbs.org/program/bletchley-circle/
[03:34:22]
The Bletchley Circle
Interpretation:
So basically I had a dream about being an amorous Jason Vorhees and also a killer cop wearing a Nazi cop uniform. I started by trying to convince young women to conceive my children and ended up by arguing with the two oldest ones about whether the Devil has a soul or not. It turned out that he does. Somehow my soul had ended up by transmogrifying into an intangible devil himself. I was arguing with two wise old female ghosts about the nature of things before I took them to Hell. Then I woke up.
It turned out that the women I was dreaming about were supposed to be characters from "The Bletchley Circle." Both of my remaining 2 cats were gone, although the girl cat Swirly came to knock on my outside door by my bed when she noticed I was awake.Sticky cat is still AWOL, although I am hopeful the coyotes or wolves did not get him. Probably my cats being away from the bed and not watching me made me feel lonely in my sleep. The forest gods taking my animals had me dreaming about murderers. That accounts for most of the dream elements. The only unexplained ones were about The Devil having a soul. Perhaps this part was an philosophical argument I was having with myself? It reminds me of dreams I used to have while sleeping in libraries. Back then I used to always dream there being a Ghost in the Machine. The dream had elements from both "The Golem" and "Faust" Typical library dreams for me.
The Nazi eugenics part of the dream no doubt has something to do with what I suspect that Monsanto and the US government are up to together. They want to genetically engineer US children so that they can survive the coming Millennium.
Monday, April 8, 2013
Guest dream post by my naturalist nephew (Dirk Diddly): Climate Change apocalypse in 2100, from Iran to Illinois
My Naturalist nephew & I have been chatting and meeting more regularly since we attended the Southern Illinois Biodiversity Conference 2 weeks ago. James Hansen retired from NASA last Wednesday to focus around the PR problem of convincing the US public in the polls that climate change matters as an national issue as well as internationally. Most of them apparently consider it even more abstractly than they do the Trans-Pacific Partnership treaty with southeast Asia. Nevertheless it is these two polarizing problems that are seated on either side of the Keystone XL oil pipeline Politics. In order for the US to take part in 21st century Climate Change mitigation and prosecution of corporate eco-criminals, the TPP treaty must fail. And in order for the TPP to succeed, the Canadian tar sands development and other fossil fuel project decisions must not take into account "environmental externalities" the biggest one being Climate Change. They are both competitive and mutually exclusive with one another. Consequently the latest environmental tumblr blog I am looking at is "Neoliberalism-Kills" after the secret terms of the TPP that have Western governments murdering their own future citizens through non-enforcement of environmental crimes. My nephew knows my strong positions on the matter, so that has probably affected his dreams. I wiped my own chat log from Saturday so this is a copy of his chat.
[06:40:00] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
http://anilinkz.com/series/anime-mirai-2013
[06:40:12] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
good anime
[07:46:09] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
http://thehill.com/blogs/global-affairs/americas/292131-leaked-cable-reveals-bush-administrations-strategy-for-undermining-chavez
[10:03:20] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
http://www.opednews.com/articles/The-GOP-Plan-to-Kill-Ameri-by-Walter-Brasch-130405-968.html#.UV7byukbQa8.tumblr
[10:05:33] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
http://grist.org/food/oh-rot-the-white-house-just-gutted-the-new-food-safety-rules/
[10:10:01] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
http://grist.org/news/meet-roy-blunt-the-senator-from-missouri-and-monsanto/
[10:25:29] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
http://
[11:11:42] >> www.guardian.co.uk/environment/2013/apr/04/rhino-horns-poisoned-poachers-protect
[12:16:44] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
there is a disturbing similarity between these 2 articles
[12:16:47] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
http://www.wired.com/dangerroom/2013/03/secret-service-reptile-aliens/
[12:16:58] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
http://www.breitbart.com/Big-Government/2013/04/05/FBI-Out-of-Gas-and-Stranded-as-Mexican-Cartels-Increase-Networks-in-USA
[13:01:51]
what the wired vs the breitbart?
[13:02:20] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
y
[13:02:38]
I don't even want to click on the breitbart shit lol
[13:03:24] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
https://twitter.com/Wonkette/status/320287454366146560
[13:03:34] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
im the last 2 replies
[13:05:49] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
oops the conservative white supremacists are trolling it now
[13:05:54] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
http://wonkette.com/510537/breitbart%E2%80%99s-brandon-darby-ar
[11:11:42] >> yan-brotherhood-can%E2%80%99t-be-racist-because-they-have-mexican-friends
[13:06:22]
y
[13:06:36]
they sound just like yahoo answers trolls
[13:08:04] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
sure they troll anything that looks 'Liberal' to them
[13:08:25] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
whether gay or black or mexican or abortion etc
[13:08:52] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
that worst ones that I read these days are on WGNNews
[13:09:24]
lol this wonkette mag looks cool
[13:09:34] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
there's some heinous gangster racists trolling Tribune corp news for being too liberal
[13:09:36]
I like the catwoman logo
[13:09:44] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
occasionally they troll McClatchy too
[13:10:22] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
sure wonkette is cool but she also has to do a lot of retractions because of her heavy reliance on social media
[13:10:44] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
nearly 100% of her news sources are online
[13:11:06] [oldParasiteSingle
[11:11:42] >> - 25.80.239.98]
i consider her a reliable conservative media critic tho
[13:11:24] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
if she wants to troll Breitbart.com then I say go ahead
[13:13:24] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
Drudge report needs some major asskicking too
[13:14:03] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
http://www.cnn.com/ALLPOLITICS/1998/resources/lewinsky/timeline/
[13:15:07] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
Jan 19, 1998 will live in internet infamy as the day pictures of Monica Lewensky's cum-stained dress from the oval office was posted on Drudge Report
[13:15:47] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
ever since then 80% of internet trolls have been conservatives with a boner
[17:13:58]
I had another odd dream about us being in weird places last night
[17:14:27]
We were some years into a future wrecked by climate change
[17:15:08]
The northeastern US west to Illinois had renamed itself to Iran and had a permenant desert climate
[17:16:01]
We were walking from Missouri, which was only sl
[11:11:42] >> ightly less deserted and fucked up, into the new Iran for reasons unknown
[17:16:36]
We walked many miles, cars were outlawed b/c of their climate change contribution tho we still saw them occasionally driven of course by rich pigs
[17:17:05]
They had stations set up every 20 miles or so for wayfarers equipped with stagnant water to drink and rudimentary restrooms
[17:17:28]
We were mostly the only ones on the road, others rarely left their homes
[17:18:05]
We made it all the way to central illinois or so to an airport where we planned to immigrate to more hospitible country
[17:18:44]
but when we got there you started walking back and said you'd rather walk back for some reason
[17:19:30]
end of dream lol
[17:19:52]
didn't make much sense
[17:20:36] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
actually it does kind of
[17:21:17] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
I told you about Skilling/fermilab predictions right?
[17:22:01]
possibly
[17:22:02] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
Friday he said that Illinois climate in 2100 would be like East Texas in the summer and Chicago would be like Reading, PA in the winter
[17:22:32] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
that means itll be hotter than hell with a snow dump in the winter but almost no rain
[17:23:07]
huh
[17:23:11] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
we will still be able to farm probably with irrigation and aquaculture
[17:23:14]
already seems to be getting there
[17:23:18] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
y
[17:23:28]
that's about how I would describe the last coupla years
[17:24:16] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
anyway your dream suggests that we would be climate change refugees from the oppressive desertification, but that I would want to turn back to my only home once you are safe
[17:25:06]
IDK I would want to leave if half the country became Iran and turned into a rocky desert wasteland XD
[17:25:12] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
its only natural you would think that way since I traveled extensively for a few years bef
[11:11:42] >> ore coming back to stay
[17:25:51] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
actually Iran isnt a wasteland like north africa
[17:26:36] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
It probably will be some ind of no mans land after 2100 but itll be one of the last Middle East countriies to do so
[17:27:15] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
Pakistan and Afghanistan along with India will be unholy hells tho
[17:27:43] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
Iran has extensive farming and more arqable land than Israel
[17:27:51]
coo
[17:28:09]
I need to brush up on geography
[17:29:06] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
np
[17:29:27] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Agriculture_in_Iran
[17:29:59]
http://blog.chicagoweathercenter.com/2013/03/18/announcing-fermilab-2013/
[17:30:09] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Agriculture_in_Israel
[17:30:13] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
thanks
[17:31:08]
come to think of it the rehydration stations were just ol
[11:11:42] >> d battered rest stops lolol
[17:32:02]
for some reason they were the only places left on the road with any water
[17:32:23]
I don't suppose that's really gonna be how it is
[17:32:36]
but things will be fucked up at this rate for sure
[17:32:55]
and we HAVE been having severe droughts
[17:33:06]
other parts of the us even more so
[17:34:51] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Climate_of_Texas#Piney_Woods
[17:35:00] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/East_Texas
[17:35:21] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
thats what our summers will be like circa 2100
[17:35:35]
IC
[17:36:24]
60 inches of rainfall
[17:36:35]
and warmer winters
[17:36:38] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
y
[17:37:15]
lol texas emits the most greenhouse gases in the us
[17:37:15] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
however we will be more vulnerable to atmospheric oscillations and drought than east texas
[17:37:21]
I did not know that o-o
[17:37:36] [oldParasi
[11:11:42] >> teSingle - 25.80.239.98]
sure
[17:37:37]
I suppose it's BIG
[17:37:39]
but
[17:37:49]
thought it'd be ny or st
[17:37:54] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
thats where most of the oil refineries are
[17:38:01]
Oh IC
[17:38:23] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
power plants & cars make a lot but refineries make the most
[17:39:13] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
technically I believe agriculture makes that most GHG but we cant reduce those too much w/o mass starvation
[17:39:38]
hmmmm you know I should come over or st
[17:39:44] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
Texas also has a lot of beef and agriculture
[17:39:52]
done with biz for the day
[17:39:55]
it's nice out
[17:40:03] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
per pound cows make the most GHG of any agricultural produuct
[17:40:14]
we could walk down to FF for junk and pet kitties in what's left of the day's sun
[17:40:21] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
they waste a hell of a lot of land and water too
[17:40:25]
LOL cows n t
[11:11:42] >> heir methane
[17:40:28]
y I fucking know
[17:40:37]
domesticated animals wreck shit
[17:41:03]
farmers go apeshit about large predators
[17:41:36] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
brb i have to visit the medicine cabinet
[17:41:38]
y agri stuff messes lots with the environment
[17:41:42]
k
[17:42:02]
pesticides
[17:42:12]
ferilizer in our rivers
[17:42:15]
gmos
[17:42:17]
lol
[06:40:00] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
http://anilinkz.com/series/anime-mirai-2013
[06:40:12] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
good anime
[07:46:09] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
http://thehill.com/blogs/global-affairs/americas/292131-leaked-cable-reveals-bush-administrations-strategy-for-undermining-chavez
[10:03:20] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
http://www.opednews.com/articles/The-GOP-Plan-to-Kill-Ameri-by-Walter-Brasch-130405-968.html#.UV7byukbQa8.tumblr
[10:05:33] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
http://grist.org/food/oh-rot-the-white-house-just-gutted-the-new-food-safety-rules/
[10:10:01] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
http://grist.org/news/meet-roy-blunt-the-senator-from-missouri-and-monsanto/
[10:25:29] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
http://
[11:11:42] >> www.guardian.co.uk/environment/2013/apr/04/rhino-horns-poisoned-poachers-protect
[12:16:44] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
there is a disturbing similarity between these 2 articles
[12:16:47] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
http://www.wired.com/dangerroom/2013/03/secret-service-reptile-aliens/
[12:16:58] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
http://www.breitbart.com/Big-Government/2013/04/05/FBI-Out-of-Gas-and-Stranded-as-Mexican-Cartels-Increase-Networks-in-USA
[13:01:51]
what the wired vs the breitbart?
[13:02:20] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
y
[13:02:38]
I don't even want to click on the breitbart shit lol
[13:03:24] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
https://twitter.com/Wonkette/status/320287454366146560
[13:03:34] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
im the last 2 replies
[13:05:49] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
oops the conservative white supremacists are trolling it now
[13:05:54] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
http://wonkette.com/510537/breitbart%E2%80%99s-brandon-darby-ar
[11:11:42] >> yan-brotherhood-can%E2%80%99t-be-racist-because-they-have-mexican-friends
[13:06:22]
y
[13:06:36]
they sound just like yahoo answers trolls
[13:08:04] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
sure they troll anything that looks 'Liberal' to them
[13:08:25] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
whether gay or black or mexican or abortion etc
[13:08:52] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
that worst ones that I read these days are on WGNNews
[13:09:24]
lol this wonkette mag looks cool
[13:09:34] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
there's some heinous gangster racists trolling Tribune corp news for being too liberal
[13:09:36]
I like the catwoman logo
[13:09:44] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
occasionally they troll McClatchy too
[13:10:22] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
sure wonkette is cool but she also has to do a lot of retractions because of her heavy reliance on social media
[13:10:44] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
nearly 100% of her news sources are online
[13:11:06] [oldParasiteSingle
[11:11:42] >> - 25.80.239.98]
i consider her a reliable conservative media critic tho
[13:11:24] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
if she wants to troll Breitbart.com then I say go ahead
[13:13:24] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
Drudge report needs some major asskicking too
[13:14:03] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
http://www.cnn.com/ALLPOLITICS/1998/resources/lewinsky/timeline/
[13:15:07] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
Jan 19, 1998 will live in internet infamy as the day pictures of Monica Lewensky's cum-stained dress from the oval office was posted on Drudge Report
[13:15:47] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
ever since then 80% of internet trolls have been conservatives with a boner
[17:13:58]
I had another odd dream about us being in weird places last night
[17:14:27]
We were some years into a future wrecked by climate change
[17:15:08]
The northeastern US west to Illinois had renamed itself to Iran and had a permenant desert climate
[17:16:01]
We were walking from Missouri, which was only sl
[11:11:42] >> ightly less deserted and fucked up, into the new Iran for reasons unknown
[17:16:36]
We walked many miles, cars were outlawed b/c of their climate change contribution tho we still saw them occasionally driven of course by rich pigs
[17:17:05]
They had stations set up every 20 miles or so for wayfarers equipped with stagnant water to drink and rudimentary restrooms
[17:17:28]
We were mostly the only ones on the road, others rarely left their homes
[17:18:05]
We made it all the way to central illinois or so to an airport where we planned to immigrate to more hospitible country
[17:18:44]
but when we got there you started walking back and said you'd rather walk back for some reason
[17:19:30]
end of dream lol
[17:19:52]
didn't make much sense
[17:20:36] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
actually it does kind of
[17:21:17] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
I told you about Skilling/fermilab predictions right?
[17:22:01]
possibly
[17:22:02] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
Friday he said that Illinois climate in 2100 would be like East Texas in the summer and Chicago would be like Reading, PA in the winter
[17:22:32] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
that means itll be hotter than hell with a snow dump in the winter but almost no rain
[17:23:07]
huh
[17:23:11] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
we will still be able to farm probably with irrigation and aquaculture
[17:23:14]
already seems to be getting there
[17:23:18] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
y
[17:23:28]
that's about how I would describe the last coupla years
[17:24:16] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
anyway your dream suggests that we would be climate change refugees from the oppressive desertification, but that I would want to turn back to my only home once you are safe
[17:25:06]
IDK I would want to leave if half the country became Iran and turned into a rocky desert wasteland XD
[17:25:12] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
its only natural you would think that way since I traveled extensively for a few years bef
[11:11:42] >> ore coming back to stay
[17:25:51] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
actually Iran isnt a wasteland like north africa
[17:26:36] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
It probably will be some ind of no mans land after 2100 but itll be one of the last Middle East countriies to do so
[17:27:15] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
Pakistan and Afghanistan along with India will be unholy hells tho
[17:27:43] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
Iran has extensive farming and more arqable land than Israel
[17:27:51]
coo
[17:28:09]
I need to brush up on geography
[17:29:06] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
np
[17:29:27] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Agriculture_in_Iran
[17:29:59]
http://blog.chicagoweathercenter.com/2013/03/18/announcing-fermilab-2013/
[17:30:09] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Agriculture_in_Israel
[17:30:13] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
thanks
[17:31:08]
come to think of it the rehydration stations were just ol
[11:11:42] >> d battered rest stops lolol
[17:32:02]
for some reason they were the only places left on the road with any water
[17:32:23]
I don't suppose that's really gonna be how it is
[17:32:36]
but things will be fucked up at this rate for sure
[17:32:55]
and we HAVE been having severe droughts
[17:33:06]
other parts of the us even more so
[17:34:51] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Climate_of_Texas#Piney_Woods
[17:35:00] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/East_Texas
[17:35:21] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
thats what our summers will be like circa 2100
[17:35:35]
IC
[17:36:24]
60 inches of rainfall
[17:36:35]
and warmer winters
[17:36:38] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
y
[17:37:15]
lol texas emits the most greenhouse gases in the us
[17:37:15] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
however we will be more vulnerable to atmospheric oscillations and drought than east texas
[17:37:21]
I did not know that o-o
[17:37:36] [oldParasi
[11:11:42] >> teSingle - 25.80.239.98]
sure
[17:37:37]
I suppose it's BIG
[17:37:39]
but
[17:37:49]
thought it'd be ny or st
[17:37:54] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
thats where most of the oil refineries are
[17:38:01]
Oh IC
[17:38:23] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
power plants & cars make a lot but refineries make the most
[17:39:13] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
technically I believe agriculture makes that most GHG but we cant reduce those too much w/o mass starvation
[17:39:38]
hmmmm you know I should come over or st
[17:39:44] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
Texas also has a lot of beef and agriculture
[17:39:52]
done with biz for the day
[17:39:55]
it's nice out
[17:40:03] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
per pound cows make the most GHG of any agricultural produuct
[17:40:14]
we could walk down to FF for junk and pet kitties in what's left of the day's sun
[17:40:21] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
they waste a hell of a lot of land and water too
[17:40:25]
LOL cows n t
[11:11:42] >> heir methane
[17:40:28]
y I fucking know
[17:40:37]
domesticated animals wreck shit
[17:41:03]
farmers go apeshit about large predators
[17:41:36] [oldParasiteSingle - 25.80.239.98]
brb i have to visit the medicine cabinet
[17:41:38]
y agri stuff messes lots with the environment
[17:41:42]
k
[17:42:02]
pesticides
[17:42:12]
ferilizer in our rivers
[17:42:15]
gmos
[17:42:17]
lol
Thursday, March 21, 2013
Equinox, Old Ones, vampire queen, liche priest, animals, nature, sunlight dreams
Dream diary update. I usually expect weird disturbing dreams on the equinox and this time was no exception. Perhaps the oddest thing was really that my disabled naturalist nephew had dreams about being caught by a tentacled deep sea creature. One of HP Lovecraft's Old Ones no doubt, although he put it in context of sea life anatomy. Chat log:
[14:37:24] [25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439 - Dirk Diddly]
I had a really weird "dream". I could swear I was basically awake, but I could not move and I saw this huge gelatinous tentacled creature advance upon me and caress me with its tentacles
[14:37:33] [25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439 - Dirk Diddly]
it freaked me the fuck out
[14:37:50] [25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439 - Dirk Diddly]
but when I "woke" up there was no change of scenery
[14:37:58] [25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439 - Dirk Diddly]
the creature just disappeared
[14:39:09] [25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439 - Dirk Diddly]
I'm not sure if I was awake and still in a dream state at the same time somehow or if I just happened to dream that I was laying in the recliner facing the kitchen in exactly the way I actually was during the dream
[14:39:13] [25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439 - Dirk Diddly]
no way to tell
[14:39:29] [25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439 - Dirk Diddly]
It was a WEIRD fuckin creature
[14:40:34] [25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439 - Dirk Diddly]
its tentacles were like lampreys and it was glowy blue, looked like one of those big assed siphonohores tryin to wrap itself around my head
[14:41:52] [25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439 - Dirk Diddly]
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hypnopompic
[15:16:53]
hi
[15:18:22]
thats a nice equinox dream
[15:18:39]
my equinox dream was odd too
Well, I didn't tell him my equinox dream. Its because it was a disturbing gender bender one. I dreamed I was a character from one of my favorite anime, Saya from Blood+. She's a vampire hunter queen with a sword. Also I dreamed that we (her assistant Chevalier, Haji, and I) were trapped in a cell deep underground with only candlelight to illuminate our attempts to escape. We were fighting all types of undead, not just vampires. There wasn't any time for food or sex. I was about to surrender to the liche priest when I awoke. It was just 1 hour before the equinox at 6:02 AM CDT. I'm not much of a gamer but my nephews are constantly reminding me about how tough they are whenever I talk to them about Baldur's Gate and other games we used to play together.
My other dreams during the equinox were last night and they were mostly nature, animals, animal spirits, and sunlight. I woke after midnight concerned about my animal friends and the cats all glommed me after I came downstairs to blog in bed.
[14:37:24] [25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439 - Dirk Diddly]
I had a really weird "dream". I could swear I was basically awake, but I could not move and I saw this huge gelatinous tentacled creature advance upon me and caress me with its tentacles
[14:37:33] [25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439 - Dirk Diddly]
it freaked me the fuck out
[14:37:50] [25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439 - Dirk Diddly]
but when I "woke" up there was no change of scenery
[14:37:58] [25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439 - Dirk Diddly]
the creature just disappeared
[14:39:09] [25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439 - Dirk Diddly]
I'm not sure if I was awake and still in a dream state at the same time somehow or if I just happened to dream that I was laying in the recliner facing the kitchen in exactly the way I actually was during the dream
[14:39:13] [25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439 - Dirk Diddly]
no way to tell
[14:39:29] [25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439 - Dirk Diddly]
It was a WEIRD fuckin creature
[14:40:34] [25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439 - Dirk Diddly]
its tentacles were like lampreys and it was glowy blue, looked like one of those big assed siphonohores tryin to wrap itself around my head
[14:41:52] [25.237.132.57 / 2620:9b::19ed:8439 - Dirk Diddly]
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hypnopompic
[15:16:53]
hi
[15:18:22]
thats a nice equinox dream
[15:18:39]
my equinox dream was odd too
Well, I didn't tell him my equinox dream. Its because it was a disturbing gender bender one. I dreamed I was a character from one of my favorite anime, Saya from Blood+. She's a vampire hunter queen with a sword. Also I dreamed that we (her assistant Chevalier, Haji, and I) were trapped in a cell deep underground with only candlelight to illuminate our attempts to escape. We were fighting all types of undead, not just vampires. There wasn't any time for food or sex. I was about to surrender to the liche priest when I awoke. It was just 1 hour before the equinox at 6:02 AM CDT. I'm not much of a gamer but my nephews are constantly reminding me about how tough they are whenever I talk to them about Baldur's Gate and other games we used to play together.
My other dreams during the equinox were last night and they were mostly nature, animals, animal spirits, and sunlight. I woke after midnight concerned about my animal friends and the cats all glommed me after I came downstairs to blog in bed.
Wednesday, March 6, 2013
Ash, Yew crown, Harvest King, and angel's wings dreams
Dream diary update. Its been at least 6 weeks since my last entry. That is the desired interval, so that the blogging doesn't interfere with my sleep or rhythms. I just want to use it as sort of an imagination diary, to keep track of new ideas that occur to me in my dreams. It also helps me to focus on my prognostications (my tumblr news analysis blog.) I frequently wake up seemingly knowing things that I probably have no right or reason to know.
Lately my sleep has been disturbed at night, so I nap at midday. It became more disturbed Monday after 2 of the tomcats didn't come home. Dad assures me that they took up w/ a female cat in heat at the Mexicans' place next door. They stayed away during a cold snap, but they must be getting fed there.
Today I dropped off twice at midday. First time I woke up and immediately changed the tv to watch Illinois Lawmakers/WSIU interview IL Rep Mike Madigan on environmental concerns he has about the new fracking bill. Then I ate lunch and dropped off again.
I slept the second time with Swirly kitten while sitting up on the couch. I dreamed that I was in a fiery pit at Mount Pinatubo.
I rose up into the clouds with the ash. While soaring above the clouds, an angel flew up from behind and embraced me. I became aware of her first by seeing her wings enfold me. She drew my neck back with her delicate fingers until I saw her eyes and kissed her. I became aware that others around us were singing "Rise" by Oriya from the anime OP for "Ghost in the Shell: S.A.C. 2nd Gig."
I realized that there were more white wings around us. She gestured down and I witnessed the mountain forests growing and unfolding in natural majesty. Gold and Silver oak leaves and red maple flew together on the wind while colorful rainbows cut through the mountain clouds. I became aware of a yew crown atop my head. I realized I was to be the Harvest King this year. Finally I awoke to the sounds of Oriya sighing and the smells of birch or wintergreen. I thought I could still feel angel wings stroking my face, but as my eyes focused I could see that I was just waking in our drab living room..I immediately changed the tv to watch cspan 2 and Senator Rand Paul's filibuster of John Brennan/CIA over the drone memos.
Interpretation: I have no idea why I was wearing a fairy crown and not a crown of iron or thorns like I usually do. The only reason why I might've dreamed about a good harvest is that the CME group/Bloomberg business report on @WGNnews today at noon announced that the eastern US is free of drought and now expected to have a bumper crop of corn in 2013. I was nodding off/hypnotized when I heard it. The natural setting reminded me of fractal landscapes. It was much more vivid and colorful a palette than reality.
Lately my sleep has been disturbed at night, so I nap at midday. It became more disturbed Monday after 2 of the tomcats didn't come home. Dad assures me that they took up w/ a female cat in heat at the Mexicans' place next door. They stayed away during a cold snap, but they must be getting fed there.
Today I dropped off twice at midday. First time I woke up and immediately changed the tv to watch Illinois Lawmakers/WSIU interview IL Rep Mike Madigan on environmental concerns he has about the new fracking bill. Then I ate lunch and dropped off again.
I slept the second time with Swirly kitten while sitting up on the couch. I dreamed that I was in a fiery pit at Mount Pinatubo.
I rose up into the clouds with the ash. While soaring above the clouds, an angel flew up from behind and embraced me. I became aware of her first by seeing her wings enfold me. She drew my neck back with her delicate fingers until I saw her eyes and kissed her. I became aware that others around us were singing "Rise" by Oriya from the anime OP for "Ghost in the Shell: S.A.C. 2nd Gig."
I realized that there were more white wings around us. She gestured down and I witnessed the mountain forests growing and unfolding in natural majesty. Gold and Silver oak leaves and red maple flew together on the wind while colorful rainbows cut through the mountain clouds. I became aware of a yew crown atop my head. I realized I was to be the Harvest King this year. Finally I awoke to the sounds of Oriya sighing and the smells of birch or wintergreen. I thought I could still feel angel wings stroking my face, but as my eyes focused I could see that I was just waking in our drab living room..I immediately changed the tv to watch cspan 2 and Senator Rand Paul's filibuster of John Brennan/CIA over the drone memos.
Interpretation: I have no idea why I was wearing a fairy crown and not a crown of iron or thorns like I usually do. The only reason why I might've dreamed about a good harvest is that the CME group/Bloomberg business report on @WGNnews today at noon announced that the eastern US is free of drought and now expected to have a bumper crop of corn in 2013. I was nodding off/hypnotized when I heard it. The natural setting reminded me of fractal landscapes. It was much more vivid and colorful a palette than reality.
Tuesday, January 15, 2013
Anne Hathaway, Fantine, Les Misérables, musical, Gershwin tune, male dancers, catwoman dreams
I had a dream about this last night, even tho I didnt watch the 2012 movie, this is my first time seeing Hathaway sing it, and I ignored the golden globes last night except for checking out Hathaway on twitter in her white dress.
I make no secret that I consider Hathaway highly attractive, having said so on tumblr & twitter last month when I posted her old desktop image from Princess/Bride/Catwoman..
In addition to this little ditty, my dream lady also sang 2 other dark Gershwin tunes (are their any?) to the accompaniment of some male dancers. I don't feel like trying to figure out which musical elements were Gershwin & which Les Mis since it is really a fragmented dream musical composition. Weird dream. Unexpected, though I suppose it should have been since I consider Hathaway the most attractive woman I looked at Sunday. We'll see if she darkens my wet dreams in the future, with her Madonna singing against the bankster aristocracy in another Gilded Age.
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