Hiroshima girl, Wonderous carousel, Phoenicia leader, vampire, special forces operative, architecture dreams

Dream diary update. Once again I'm dragging my butt on keeping up with the dream diary. On Tuesday morning I woke up early around 3 AM on the couch after having a dream about a small Japanese girl 3-6 years old. I don't remember everything but from what I remember she was a lonely dead girl from Hiroshima who wanted to be friends. The middle of the dream had lots of flyovers and fly-throughs in between many mushroom clouds. I'm unsure what prompted this dream but I think part of it was watching reports of stalled US-N Korea negotiations scroll by on my twitter feed from @globalzero Something else jingoistic was said last weekend by Rick Perry which may also have triggered it. It reminded me of the lost girl subplot from the old anime OAV Demon City Shinjuku and no doubt was partially inspired by it.

Wednesday the cold snap slowly rolled in with some rains. I slept most of the day away and had a dream about the wonder of a beautiful child playing games with friends & looking at exquisite 19th century toys near Christmas time including a golden-detailed carousel.

On Thursday I dreamed about being a great merchant leader in the Phoenician civilization which also happens to be the first culture we covered in 6th grade Social Studies.

Friday night I dreamed I was a vampire again even though I made a point of skipping the Vampire Diaries on the CW. I've been watching Vampire Diaries for a month to make a point of skipping Donnybrook on KETC/St Louis PBS for hosting Tea Party folks & old anti-gay activist Phyllis Schlafly. Predictably for me watching Diaries leads to lots of vampire dreams, but listening to Schlafly leads to old brain-eating ghoul dreams so I consider them both a toss-up.

Friday night I dreamed all night about special forces active military actions in Libya which are now drawing down. Its easier to let myself dream about them now that the Libya conflict is in the past. Just before waking up at 3 am I also dreamed about being the architect building a Megalopolis that would never finish

Boschian, anime, pop music, Crows, earthquakes, Diety, Kama Sutra dreams

   Dream diary update. I've been avoiding the dream diary again. I put off making entries for a week, mostly cuz I've been having nightly sex dreams.
   Last week I had lots of deviant dreams, but instead of just straight sex there was quite a bit of mixed sex along with violent events so I skipped the entries. It was like being a dark dream world with new corruptions at every turn and all problems had a short & violent solution. Thematically the series of dreams was much like the controversial anime short Kite with myself in the starring role. It reminded me of the recurring nightmares I had after seeing the full-sized reproduction of Hieronymous Bosch' Garden of Earthly Delights the first time in college. 

This time was even more lurid & vivid. I vastly prefer the music and deity dreams.
   On Saturday before attending Occupy Wall Street protests I had some marvelous dreams about world revolution in the future. It was like a combination of Russian surrealist drama banned by the Soviets and the classic Rintaro anime Metropolis. That and the act of marching to join protesters managed to expiate the violent dreams. Later Saturday and Sunday I just dreamed about light things like pop music by female artists Rihanna and Lady Gaga. Monday and Tuesday my dreams turned toward design. Wednesday I had a divination dream about the future and earthquakes. When I woke up the OH cops had happily murdered 18 Bengal tigers along with quite a few other escaped animals.
   Thanks to the cold snap I must have slept for 20 hours Thursday. This afternoon I had another dream about being a God again. This time I was an air deity instead of water. This is probably from enthusiastically watching lots of PBS/Nature this week since on Sunday they featured "A Murder of Crows". The crow is one of my personal divination symbols, therefore it has some dream significance.

    I just had one an hour ago that was right out of the Kama Sutra.

The Kama Sutra dream is probably from watching old Jenna Jameson porn clips last night on Redtube, since I studied both Kama Sutra and Ms Jameson's work around the same time as a grad student

Wicked professional, porn, weather wizard, cat, Swordfish dreams

Dream diary update. The kittens have made it difficult to sleep at night sometimes so that I get up between 1 and 4 am. For instance Monday night I woke up with Snooky kitten biting my butt and back. I often wake up with Smoky kitten trying to attack my belly button. My dreams also turned more nefarious over the last 9 days.
   Last Tuesday I dreamed about making money making hardcore fetish porn. Wednesday I dreamed that I was part of a rich gay couple in a world society that was turning homosexual. We came out together so I could happily watch my parents' heads explode and inherit all their happiness together along with my partner's wealth.

   Thursday my dreams turned more cartoonish or like video games. I dreamed about committing various evils and wicked sins against others with delight, along with making more porn. On Friday I dreamed about being a nasty landscape architect constructing beautiful garden mazes of green grass and tall shrubs that I would send people into so they would be robbed and worse inside the labyrinth.

Saturday afternoon I dreamed about being a semi-pro dancer who lost his mind and started attacking patrons. These dreams would start very beautiful and colorful with lots of vivid greens before they turned nasty
   On Sunday I dreamed about being a weather wizard again but this time I devastated a continent from high altitudes so that the destruction could be witnessed from space. The boys came over Sunday and Tom accidentally ran over Smoky kitten when he was darting under his wheelchair, breaking some ribs. Smoky recovered almost right away since he is freakishly big for a 5-month-old. Sunday night I dreamed about cats all night since I was over-concerned about him.

   Just now I had dreams about robbing the same bank twice like in the film Swordfish. The first time I helped a group of organized gangsters steal from it. The second time I went back and defrauded a million or two for myself and deposited it into the same bank to become a self-made businessman and entrepreneur.

Mechanical world, animal expressions, firey death dreams

   Dream diary update. Thursday during a nap I had a dream about building a mechanical society of androids to do all the work. Since this dream was mostly full of vivid blueprints and designs, I'd say its half-and-half one of my recurring University academics dreams and a dystopian dream about structural unemployment caused by Automation.

   Friday morning I had a dream where there were no animals in the world, not even cats. Instead I would be talking to folks and their faces would occasionally blur and twist up into an animal expression. When this would happen to me or them everyone would look uncomfortable & confused & they tried to ignore it. I woke up glad that my cats were still here purring in bed and following me around. I'd say this dream was partly inspired from watching the deathmatch pit scene from the Jonah Hex film Thursday on our fuzzy-static HBO-leak signal which briefly cleared up long enough to watch the fighter Snake Venom in action. Snake Venom had a computer-animated face that was similar to the animal expressions in my dream.

   Saturday morning we had our first patchy frost outside. The cats were all curled up here with me. I had a dream where everything was on fire including me in a vast desert. When I awoke I felt uncomfortable like I had to move the cats off and get up right away. We had our family reunion at the boathouse later that morning. I'd say this dream was another death dream about my own demise combined with a twist about turning my anticipation of the frost outside into fire imagery.

Lady Gaga, sex, physical horror dreams

   Dream diary update I forget to mention in my recent post that there is another song rattling around my sleeping noggin besides Jackie Evancho's "Dark Waltz." Its Lady Gaga's SNL performance of "Edge of Glory" X "Judas" that I also heard the replay from this past Saturday night.

So those two replays are both knocking around up there. I just dreamed about the Gaga song again while napping this afternoon. The first time for dreaming with the Gaga mix was after 3 AM on Sunday.
   Now that I'm here I might as well post my new PC desktop pic as well. Its too NSFW for direct twitter share or my cussin' tumblr blogs, so I'm posting it here in the dream diary where I put my randy stuff.

   Bullseye!
   Since I can look at this stuff all day, it might make sense that I have too many sex dreams lately. Strangely though I wasn't looking at it before yesterday. The sex dreams were triggered by watching a crapload of deviant sex monster movies with my nephew. He gave me 3 sex-horror file shares to watch last week. I watched Brian Yuzna's "The Dentist" with his disturbing sex delusions and David Cronenberg's "Rabid"starring famous porn star Marilyn Chambers in numerous topless scenes feeding.

I haven't watched Cronenberg's "Shivers," a.k.a. "Orgy of the Blood Parasites," yet, but we both discussed it at length along with watching previews and a gag reel

I also went back to look at some more Asian sex-horror stuff this weekend while nephew kept on the Cronenberg stuff, so it didn't end there. Last night I watched Off Beat Cinema on RTV where they featured "Bride of the Gorilla." Meanwhile my nephew watched "Matango." Seems the sex-horror theme just kept going on and on this weekend. That's why my dreams turned hardcore last week and stayed in the gutter this week, despite the musical accompaniments.

Sex, cats, angels music dreams

   Dream diary update. Had a lot of sex dreams this weekend. Seems my testosterone is way up since I started dieting again with light exercise 2 weeks ago. Took steps to try to deal with it yesterday unsuccessfully. I guess it figures I couldn't get rid of them now since September is the month with the highest male sperm counts and sex drives in the circadian cycle.
   Ive also been dreaming about cats and angels. This Jackie Evancho music from her PBS/Great Performances concert replays just follows me into my sleep. After listening to it again last night I've been dreaming about "Dark Waltz" and dropping off to sleep all morning. I dreamed about it again just now after having a big breakfast nap.

Kittens, allergies, ancient Egyptian goddess dreams

Dream diary update. The kittens have been sleeping with me ever since experiencing their first cold snap 2 days ago. My body heat is warmer than average so its understandable why they would sleep with me to keep warm. Wednesday was their first cold day and the remaining kittens Snooky and Smoky slept directly on my neck and chest upstairs, causing me to have dreams that were only about being face-to-face with happy & playful kittens.

Snooky is the white-and-grey she-kitten shown here. She liked sleeping stretched across my Adam's apple Wednesday. This caused me to snore loudly and to struggle with breathing a little all Wed morning. An additional factor interfering with breathing is we've all had pollen and mold allergies here this week. Though in my case allergies are extremely mild and not part of any CPD process. The kittens are on top of me right now.  For the last 2 mornings I've woken up thinking about friendship music and hearing various friendship songs in my dreams as well as some Simon & Garfunkel music. Just now I finally caught some zzzs upstairs without the kittens and though they were there in my dream it was not exclusively about them. I dreamed of losing control. A malevolent spirit wanted to use us to imprison a girl by locking her inside some ceremonial relics that looked ancient Egyptian.I was questing unsuccessfully alone to free her but ever so often I would get transported back to the dream realm I share with the kittens to watch another section of her imprisoned in gold relics in the ether above us. She was half-imprisoned with a golden queen mask on when I awoke.